#hell trauma

[wincestwhispers]

Living Dead Boy // Part Two // “Living Dead Girl”, Elizabeth Scott

[hey-there-22]

Ohh, honey.

OH, HONEY.

[bloodmoonredlights]

There is a new chapter of A Crucifixion Without A Christ up and shit howdy this one has some Cool Shit I’m Proud Of in it

[godtrials]

For fic recs: do you have any that involve sam's time in the cage or dean's time in hell? I'm looking for any fics including that, may or may not include dealing with it afterwards?

yes!! i have more that deal with sam and more that deal with the aftermath, to no one's surprise. 

includes time in hell:

Aftermath ‘Verse “Aftermath Verse is my kind of silly name for my post-S5 AU in which Sam and Dean retire from hunting and talk about their feelings. Also, Sam has asthma.... The boys will deal with other issues, such as anger, substance abuse, and food-related issues, as time goes on.” 

Calendar ‘Verse One time per month, every month on Earth, Sam visits Dean for a day from the Cage. post-s5 AU, 9k.

The Sky is Darkening Like a Stain Lucifer and Sam, in hell. And that really ought to be enough. Semi canon-compliant. post-s5, 3k. 

Awake, Arise In the wake of Kevin's death and Dean's Mark, Sam faces the resurgence of an old problem—Lucifer's back. s9, 48k.

aftermath only:

check out this list of s7 fics. updated link for Northern Birds is below, + some others.

Northern Birds Sam's in pain, and so is his brother. Pain is very complicated. s7, 6k.

Hanged, Drawn and Quartered Death brings Sam back — sort of. A domestic, curtain-fic sort of piece that explores different sections of what makes Sam Winchester. s7 AU, 8k.

Of flesh and blood I’m made Dean's body was rebuilt when he was raised from Hell, but Sam's wasn't. What if, once he got his soul and his memory back, his body couldn't forget what had happened in Hell? How high would his pain threshold be? 600 words. 

break these bones ‘til they’re better After Sam’s torture at the hands of the British Men of Letters, the latest in a long string of violations, he is rescued by Dean and Mary – and forced to ponder his broken relationship with his own body. Months later, when Sam is resurrected and tormented by Lucifer yet again, Dean confronts Mary and Sam gets his revenge against the devil. s12 & s13, 18k.

Simple Man It was the simple things from their lives before Hell, Lucifer, and Leviathans that Dean missed most. Like stitching up a bleeding Sam who wasn’t hallucinating that the suture needle was a meat hook. s7, 5k.

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On AO3

[angelsdean]

Dean remembering Hell in Supernatural: Bobby Singer's Guide to Hunting.

(for context they're up against a Greek Goddess that is feeding on their memories--preferring the good ones--so Dean starts remembering all his worst ones to hurt her)

[copperplatebeech]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Originally uploaded here as a text post after reblogging @krakensdottir ‘s provocative headcanon about the husbands and touch. A ficlet about trust and recovery.

 Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens) Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens) Additional Tags: Touch-Starved, Touching, Ineffable Husbands (Good Omens), Heaven is Terrible (Good Omens), Hell Trauma, Crowley Loves Aziraphale (Good Omens), Aziraphale Loves Crowley (Good Omens), Trauma Summary:

Provoked by this Tumblr post by krakensdottir, which wouldn't leave my head after I reblogged it. Both Heaven and Hell make simple touch into a trauma. It's the last barrier between them.

[bloodmoonredlights]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

When Sam Winchester is badly injured on a hunt, Cas has to possess him to keep him alive and help him heal. And though Sam agreed to let him in, Cas is acutely aware of how many times Sam has had his bodily autonomy taken away from him, and how much Cas himself has contributed to Sam's pain. And now that he's inside Sam's head? Well, he tries to be as unobtrusive as possible, but Sam is just overwhelming. Maybe, he thinks, maybe this is his chance to help heal the hurts he had a hand in creating?

@washinmachineheart chapter one is up :)