#hell0clarice

[hell0clarice]

I had a dream last night that one of my favorite bloggers/artists/inspirations and I became friends and hung out. Such a disappointment when I woke up. Maybe some day!

[hell0clarice]

"Tourist"

Open palms, open lips

Eyes turned inside-

out

Black vinyl like wet tar

The glimmering needle

scrapes

A familiar bed,

A foreign body

Hands

like cross-country travelers

Wild fingertips covered

in mountain-like ridges

A bilingual tongue;

sharp

inhalations

Melting breaths,

exonerable heat

The delicious

Sting

My painfully pleasant

souvenir

[hell0clarice]

I need a vacation from this vacation.

[hell0clarice]

For the first time in months...

I feel like I could cry my eyes out all night long. It’s so easy to tip the scale of depression. I hate it. How can one small bad moment make me feel so awful? I’ve been bottling things up again. Not good. And I think I’m about to burst.

Merry Christmas.

[hell0clarice]

I am in a really rotten mood today.