#hella work

[vampyr1um]

decided to try and relight my love for redacted by listening to avior , it certainly relit my love but what the fuck. my emotional state. 💔

[meganelainelovee]

My grandmother is a cyborg

My family is weird. There’s a few of us that have this ability, and it’s the two sisters who are most skeptical and most logical that have it. I think it’s because we feel things so hard, we’re just naturally tapped into the workings of the world. Anyways. I’m sister one.

The day my grandmother died, they started by turning off her pacemaker.

My Gramma was a cyborg, yes, and she used this tiny little pacemaker to keep her heart in check, because like me, I think she felt things a bit stronger than the average homosapien, and her heart had a habit of running off and doing it’s own thing.

Anyways.

Her robot heart- keeper- upper was freaking out and zapping her heart and causing my Gramma pain. They think it was cos of the stroke, but truly no one’s sure why. So the doctor’s turned it off, and then proceeded to take her off life support so that the other machines keeping her alive could go to rest with her.

Doctors were very conscientious to let her robot counterparts sleep with her.

Anyways.

On the other side of the world, 7000 miles away from where her heart was shocking, there’s me. On a treadmill. Warming up the way I always do so I can get a good lift on, because my life consists of perpetual cycle of picking up heavy objects and setting them back down. They say it’s good for the heart, truthfully I do it to look stronger than my emotions cripple me to be.

Anyways.

I start to run and get 2 minutes and 32 seconds into it before I stop, grabbing at my chest and breathing like I was punched in the gut. I figure it’s just fatigue or the fact that I hate running coming into play, so I sit down and think. I think of hamsters on wheels going no where but circles and figure if they can do it, why can’t I. I take a step towards the hamster wheel human contraption and my heart throbs, hard. And I’m digging my nails into my skin trying to pull the damn thing out because we’ve talked about this. We don’t do this anymore.

I settle for yoga and stretching.

I get home an hour later to my sister (the other one with the Grand Canyon in her bones) crying over the phone, informing me that Gramma is dying. Slowly, somewhere in the desert, that her pacemaker was shocking her heart and I feel it in my chest.

It’s been five days, and I can still feel her. I’ve never been so aware of my own heart until the day hers stopped beating. And I don’t know if I should cry or smile that I can still feel her so close to me.

Anyways.

[kiiiilmoe]

Been working

like hella

hella hella

wasnt on here at all

miss me?

no?

thought not

[svnctifyed-blog]

11 Questions

 Rule #1- Always post the rules.Rule #2- Answer the questions the person who asked, then write 11 new ones.Rule #3- Tag 11 people then link them in the post. Rule #4- Tell the person that tagged you that you’ve answered the questions.

  Spring/Summer     or Fall/Winter? Spring/Summer

Your favorite place that you’ve been     to? My Bed

Where would you like to settle down     and as what? New       York City as a Happy 25 year old man

What’s your favorite mythological    creature? A Sayian (DBZ)

If you can go back in time, where     and when would you go? and why? Year One to see how it all began

An interesting fact about you or     something that people are surprised by about you? I am not     a Human Being

Handwritten or Typed? TYPED,     Handwriting sucks.

A quote or advice you live by? Need a     little bit of insanity to make it in this world - Svnctifyed

Favorite ice cream flavor? Cookies     and Cream

Do you believe in Astrology? I mean it     is an actually thing. Its not like a myth or anything.

Something you enjoyed as a child?  Ignorance

 Svntifyed’s Questions:

What is your age at heart?

Are you a generally happy or     indifferent person?

What’s your middle name?

Brains or Beauty?

Did you second guess number 4?

Are you wondering why I tagged you?

How are you feeling right this     moment?

What is your definition of a “Friend?”

Are you even going to answer these     questions?

What’s your sign?

Are you single and or ready to     mingle?

I was tagged by xvoids and answered her questions to the best of my ability.

I tag all of you. 

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[doorstoplord]

...

i wanna draw light entertainment

but i shouldn’t

[tianatalachana]

the shit I would do to see the first hundred posts I liked

[napallnightnapallday]

today I wore my shirt that says "I Can't Even Think Straight" to an office lunch with the vice president of the college/my department... fuck. only two coworkers got that actual meaning and everyone else just thought it meant I am crazy or something and I was too shy to correct them to the actual meaning... ugh. just trying to alert hot classmates to hit on me...

[napallnightnapallday]

I feel like after 6+ months of working at my job I deserve my own set of business cards...