@hellebergs said : ❛ You gave me a power that I never even wanted. ❜ / helle + aedes
he eyed the one who’d so graciously decided to host his flock , a rise of anger igniting in his human body. he felt his blood run hot and heart beat quicker as the corner of his lips pull down into a frown. unfortunately , this was becoming a regular feeling for him. anger and fury he’d surely felt before in all the moments he’d been mistreated by his siblings. but now he had human symptoms to go along with it and he found them rather obnoxious. a heat rose up within him and he felt red and tense. the symptoms therefore only served to further entice the anger. it was an unfortunate cycle he had yet to adapt to.
the usurped king of hell pursed human lips and spoke slowly. though the anger threatened to blind him , he knew that she knew little of the inner workings of the celestial gate. ❝ don’t mistake me for my siblings , helle. they were the ones to create all this ; to set the stones in place to create you. ❞ he chewed on his tongue. ❝ even deities are delt rotten hands that we must figure out how to make use of. i want to help you make the fullest use of yours. ❞ he understood her anger. he struggled after his birth in learning that he needed to consume to survive. he continued to struggle today in how he was born so different than his siblings.