am i selfish for wanting my friends to organise something for me to say goodbye
im pretty sure if it were one of them leaving i would throw a massive party or make them a commemoration gift or SOMETHING, not just a message on facebook saying goodbye or something stupid
and if i bring it up with anyone i just feel like ive planted the seed and i dont want it to be to me from me i just want them to show that they love me
is that too much












