* ––– did i just see PARK JIMIN on hollywood boulevard? no, that’s just a PENA-HOFFMAN, the TWENTY-FOUR yrs old MALE who is most known for SONGWRITING / DANCING / SINGING. He is said to be dealing with their own family drama. you think the tabloids would stop there, but oh no, KIM MIN is all over the tabloids with his own scandal –– HE JUST CHECKED OUT OF REHAB AGAIN. can they ever catch a break?
hello there !! my name is kim , i usually go for they/them pronouns and this is my baby boy kim min (hyung) pena-hoffman !!
TRIGGER WARNING: abandonment , mental illness , violence , aggressive behaviour , cuteness overload
STATISTICS
full name: kim min hyung pena-hoffman age: twenty-four date of birth: june 5th 1994 place of birth: seoul, south korea nicknames: kim , min occupation: songwriter , dancer , singer in a boyband ethnicity: korean nacionality: korean / american location: oak hills , hollywodd
faceclaim: park jimin hair colour: naturally black , but he'll use light brown or blonde eye colour: black , but often uses colourful contacts, especially on stage height: 175cm distinguished characteristics: big eyes, pouty lips, almost always sweetest smile and round expressions piercings: both ears, five holes tattoos: possible tattoo on the rib cage
kim min didn't had the easiest childhood. born in south korea , his parents were very poor and very hard-working , which meant min never saw them for long . he usually would stay at a friend's house or a neighbour until his parents were home but , even then , they were a very close family . they barely had enough to eat and many times min was forced to beg in the streets or even mislead innocent people to get by, especially when his mother fell ill . nothing he tried seem to really matter in the end because , when he turned six , his mother passed away and his father , not having another way to keep him , left him at the door of an orphanage . at that moment , min really did believe he was to blame and turned into what he never was: a quiet , lonely boy . the only interest he seemed to have was when the dance coach would appear weekly for dance classes to cheer up the orphans and he put a real effort to it . that couch did notice his dedication and talent and offered to pay for his studies if he wanted to pursue dance . there wasn't a single doubt in his mind and , at the age of eight , min turned into a trainee for a big entertainment agency .
when he turned thirteen , he was sent to new york city to one of the best ballet schools to train and learn , at the guard of the same coach that found him . min never had such attention surrounding him and yet , it was a like a hole grew inside of him every time he saw intimide relationships like friendships , couples or even families . he put in the work and was always top in his class because he truly loved dance and also decided to pursue violin classes due to the extreme interest by the musicality . yet , he was still an orphan and when he turned fifteen , he finally found the parents he needed - or didn't need . he was the first adopted child of this couple and yet , he felt uneasy about the whole thing ; contract wise , he still belonged to the company where he was a trainee and luckily , they had facilities in america . the whole project that was put in thought with min in mind were moved to america due to this and he was allowed to live with his adoptive family . and yet , it felt uneasy to be with people he barely knew and being a teen , he thought he knew what he was doing and what he wanted and what he didn't want .
how he was wrong.
this caused the first trip to rehabilitation . he had a hysterical reaction during rehearsals that caused exams and therapy to happen for a long period of time . at the time , they called it exhaustion and let him rest for a little while , which was nearly impossible ; something that always overtook min was his workaholic behaviour and this lasted little time , just a couple of weeks . his second visit to rehab happened a few months later , due to a depressive time he was passing and aggressive behaviour ; in a fight with his 'mothers' , he almost broke two vases in their heads . this time , doctors wanted to find reason to why he was acting so irrational and found out he suffered from bipolar disorder . despite being given the meds to take , min refuses to depend in such mundane way and is often forced by the members of his band to take them , when behaving unusually . not many know this , so his constant in's and out's of rehab appear weird and drug related rumours have turned up.
PERSONALITY & HEADCANONS
i. he cannot see FOR THE WORLD ; bad eyesight and yet refuses to use glasses ( boy , is he stubborn ) . always wears lenses , colourful or not , but always adapted to his eyes for him to see better ii. it's not that he doesn't like his adoptive family ; he does , very much so , but trusting comes very hard to min and he still feels a bit uneasy to be adopted so late in his life iii. protects his siblings with his life though because he does know how it is to be alone and badly treated so ... mess with his family and he'll kill you iv. same with his friends and bandmates . try touching a hair on them and see what happens v. a typical mother ; cares a lot if you're eating well , sleeping well , having everything you need to have a good day . very sweet and kind , will give his all to you and stay in the dirt for you vi. not capable for the life of him to take his meds ; always forced or bad temper when someone tells him to vii. various aggressive outbursts when he's too long without taking the meds viii. pansexual boy n' very confused by it ; he doesn't care if you're a boy , a girl , a dragon , as long as your personality really steals him over . yet , he still hasn't found the courage to really ... name it per say . doesn't really hide it either ix. has five dogs , one of which is registrated as a support dog and which you'll never see without . even when on tour , he often is seen with the large dog and often posts photos with it on instagram x. an emotional bad drunk ; he'll be giggly the first half hour and then just fall into repetitive 'i love u's and sink into his own misery