ｉ＇ｍ ｆｉｎｅ

kim min pena-hoffman. xxiv. character for eminentrp.

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how much do you miss woosung?

there is one brief moment before a deep breath " how much did i miss woosi ? how much would you miss the sunlight ? how much would you miss doing your favorite thing in the world ? how much would you miss your favorite drink, your parents, your siblings ... your light ? it's like someone is willingly ripping my heart out of my chest, squeeze it until all love and hope is drained and proceeding to slice it and feeding it to the dogs. missing woosung was like sun stopped shining, like all chocolate in the world became sour, it was like my heart wasn't there. because my heart will always be with woosi. for god' sake, we share an apartment. i literally see that man everything fucking day of my life, since i was like thirteen.

so did that even gave a small understanding of how much i missed woosi ?

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💢 - Something others do that gets on their nerves

𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕕𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕧𝕖𝕤.

i. loud chewers － min hates this and will almost chop your head off if he even sees what's inside your mouth. like seriously, learn to eatii. stealing his food － like, he shares. but if you take his food without even asking, he will .. freak out internelly. ask and he'll give you.iii. rude fans or people in general － he had his fair share of rude fans and he hates it. but rude people just need to stay in their lane.iv. eating his chocolate － this is not considerated food to him, this is his thing. don't even dare.v. remind him he has glasses － even if he's blind and doesn't see where he's going, he won't put his glasses on. so don't bother to remind him.

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When your prank backfires

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🏥 💀

𝕊𝕝𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟.

fetal position. maybe because it’s safer and he feels every single bone in his body, grabbed upon himself in her feels nightmares coming or just feels anxious.

𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕒𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕕 𝕠𝕗?

water. they nearly drowned once when they were still at the orphanage and he's still terrified of it. he has learned to swim through but still hates it.

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👶

𝔸𝕤 𝕒 𝕜𝕚𝕕, 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖?

AGE ZERO TO FIVE YEARS OF AGE !

Min was a very unique child, but not in a bad way. he had a hard time making friends because he was such a sweet and gentle soul and he was deeply concerned with every living thing. this didn't bother him, however, because he was extremely curious as well; he helped his mother in the garden and was always within nature.

AGE FIVE TO END OF CHILDHOOD !

he lost the only two pilars of his life; min became reserved and silenced, only finding pleasure in dance and music. he was still very protective over others and developed a thick skin, meaning getting close to him became harder and harder.

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🙌

𝕊𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕒 🙌 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕀’𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕕𝕦𝕔𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕠 𝕒𝕟 ℕℙℂ 𝕣𝕖𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝕄𝕦𝕤𝕖.

Ｋｉｍ   Ｇｒａｎｄｐａｒｅｎｔｓ    －    Ｊｕｎｇ    ＆    Ｓｅｏｌｈｙｕｎｇ

the kims were never a very open couple; the strickness and traditions were well encorporated on their routine and they didn't had space to other things or other people. when min's parents died, they refused their only grandson a home and threw him in an orphanage because their son had brought shame to the family. to this day, min doesn't speak to his biological grandparents, even though he knows they're alive.

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what career would you do if you weren't famous?

Ｈｏｎｅｓｔｙ    Ｈｏｕｒ － 𝔸ℂℂ𝔼ℙ𝕋 𝕀ℕ𝔾!

" well, i was top of my class in contemporaneous dance and violin. so probably one of those things, despite one of them being very useful in my life at the moment. "

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🙌

𝕊𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕒 🙌 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕀’𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕕𝕦𝕔𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕠 𝕒𝕟 ℕℙℂ 𝕣𝕖𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝕄𝕦𝕤𝕖.

ＫＩＭ   ＭＩＮＧ   ＳＡＯＲＡ     － ｂｉｏｌｏｇｉｃａｌ    ｍｏｔｈｅｒ  （    ｄｅｃｅａｓｅｄ    ）    

min was very young when she died, however, he still remembers her mannerisms. she was a very beautiful, kind woman who loved to plant in their small cottage and loved his son more than anything. she also suffered from the same illness min does and it was what took her to her definite end.

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All the Little Things Meme

Get down to the nitty gritty.  Send a symbol to learn about the muse!

🍑 - Favorite fruit 🍰 - Do they eat healthy or do they like junk food? ☕ - Tea or Coffee?  How do they take theirs? 🎵- Favorite song 🔪 - Have they ever killed someone? 🍴- Favorite meal 🎩 - Usual outfit 🏠 - What does their living space look like? 🚿 - Do they like hot or cold showers? 🏨 - Sleeping position 🚔 - Have they ever broken the law? 🏃 - Are they athletic? 💐 - Favorite type of flower 🎹 - Do they play any instruments? 🎨 - Artistic ability 🏥 - Has they ever gotten seriously ill? 💤 - Do they like sleeping in or waking up early? 🕕 - The longest they’ve ever been awake 🔎 - Random detail about them 💢 - Something other’s do that gets on their nerves 🚬 - Do they drink/do drugs? 👶 - As a kid, what were they like? 🍭 - Do they have a sweet tooth? 🎂 - How old are they? 🎤 - Can they sing? 🔋 - What makes them feel better after a long day? 💕 - Parents 🍙 - Favorite snack 💀 - What are they afraid of?

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out of your siblings who would you want next to you in a zombie apocalypse?

Ｈｏｎｅｓｔｙ    Ｈｏｕｒ － 𝔸ℂℂ𝔼ℙ𝕋 𝕀ℕ𝔾!

" this is absolutely unfair because i have to sleep in the same room or bus with one of them because we're bandmates. let's scratch @kingwoosi aside then because it's unfair. i would definitely choose my baby sister, @katelynph , because she's a doll. "

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Send a 🙌 and I’ll introduce you to an NPC related to my Muse.

This means any minor ‘background character’ in my Muse’s life, such as a relative, coworker, friend, rival, etc. that they interact with in their personal canon. 

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𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕪𝕓𝕠𝕪‌

Tension was noted in the air when he continued his soft glare upon the other, able to check him over in that limelight. His colorful suit was a sight to see, as his entire attire made him look as of a royal prince in some fantasy world. A soft breath was heard when the timeline had hit his head — how long it’s been since they have talked, nearly unfair to his side since the entire rumours was all he heard so far. Dark hues continue to search the other before taking an step closer with both hands slipping into the pockets of his pants. “ — What’s so important of a phone, when you have everyone by your side?” He inquired, curious to know with an soft tilt with his head to the right. His tone seem to still hold concern, because he understood when you get used to something - if it’s not with you, it’s a slight panic to where it could be — he just didn’t understand why the other need it tonight, during the event, when he has all that he needed right there if needing to speak of something.

even if ever so lightly, the other's bigger height turned the situation even more uncomfortable －it was like he was being scolded. all over again, he felt like a child misbehaving, and he was right to feel that way. he was sure the others would have heard the horrible rumours of his addictions and with his silence, everything would seem so much worse. the panic of not being surrounded by his best friends for over a month had taken a toll on him; he might look good in that suit now, but under that well-tailored suit was a figure too slim even for his height; under his make-up there was dark eyes of sleepless nights and screaming nightmares and he had no idea how the other couldn't see past it. his nervous mannerisms kicked in, fingers tapping each other as his eyes tried to fin anything that handsome face, those dark eyes filled with everything he didn't deserve "－i-i .. i do-don't know i－" he didn't believe he was stuttering again. a swallowed knot replaced another, and another, as he tried " －i-i forg-got the －... me-me-mee-ting point." he admitted, knowing somewhere in the house, his phone was on silence, filled with messages of the others.

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favorite place to go on tour?

Ｈｏｎｅｓｔｙ    Ｈｏｕｒ － 𝔸ℂℂ𝔼ℙ𝕋 𝕀ℕ𝔾!

" despite always being pleasant to go back to Seoul, i'd probably would have to say europe. more specifically, i love portugal, germany and italy. "

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why don't you love me.....i'm a good person

" new phone, who this ? "

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( 𝔞𝔩𝔰𝔬 𝔰𝔬 𝔰𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔶, 𝔦 𝔥𝔦𝔱 𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔩𝔦𝔪𝔦𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢. 𝔞𝔩𝔰𝔬, 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 )

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then why did you went to rehab?

Ｈｏｎｅｓｔｙ    Ｈｏｕｒ － 𝔸ℂℂ𝔼ℙ𝕋𝕀ℕ𝔾 !

" you're good. i was exhausted. besides my group, i had been freaking out about dropping a solo song ( which is out, go stream promise please ) and i was going to be representing Seoul in a dance competition which, by the way, i missed. "

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𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕪𝕓𝕠𝕪‌

His body felt as if it could be stilled when standing in the middle of the living room inside the house that he just knew the other would be in. His texts from the other members that they haven’t spot ‘min when arriving to the scene without him, he had kept put with staying in the car and waiting on the door to close. His mind went into thinking over why min could possibly be late ; instructing the driver to take him back to their place, he had manage to get there in time to know that the house was empty — he was willing to risk this, because fuck being late if it meant to make sure the other was here and not in an accident somewhere. Upon hearing the familiar voice, dark hues seem narrow and settle upon the other; the expression he wore was not of frustration, but concern. “What is it that you’re looking for?” His tone sounded deep with slight anger held to it.

everything seemed so pointless, so inconvenient, so ... not important. the was an uncomfortable feeling taking over him as the other's soft colours seem to be opposite to what he was receiving and yet, he could understand －it's been a month. they didn't saw each other, spoke to each other, even texted each other in over a month. that passive aggressiveness was nothing he should be surprised with but, somehow was. He just wanted to be surrounded by everyone now, happy with everyone, go back to one month ago. but he couldn't. he knew that he couldn't. his hands rubbed against each other, as his eyes seemed nailed to the floor, head nodding ever so softly, maybe trying to find the words. blank. there was a certain tension that was driving him insane and the littlest things went through his head －fact: he seemed well. that was good. "－i can't find my phone." he muttered, like an embarrassed small child, almost losing his touch with reality.