#hello....its me

[auryxia]

Sooo I have begun to play again but the dork in the back is my sim the cutie in front is his in-game born friend. I knew I made two cute sims but they went and made this guy omg. 

[a-grandiose-illusion]

Hello Lovelies,

In this confusing time, I believe that I have neglected my blog and all of its wonderfulness. So here is a reintroduction of myself. (WARNING: it starts off a bit depressing, but it has a happy ending). Ever since I can remember, I have been interested in bdsm and sub/dom relationships. But once I finally did act upon those feelings, I felt used (not in a good way) and unappreciated.

 I tried to push through, and yet only made myself and my relationships worse. It got to the point where I was too afraid and too upset/frustrated to even see the kink or have it around me. As a result, I ended things with my partner/dom at the time. Because of my failure with the lifestyle and my relationship, I began to hate myself. In my head, i saw how beautiful bdsm looked on others, but when i imagined myself all i saw was ugly and dirty. Maybe I was naive about the whole thing, I dont know. 

After some time, I wanted to know what the hell was wrong with me, but i was too afraid to enter the bdsm world, for fear of being taken advantage of again. So in my illogical mind, I went to the next best thing, a DDLG reddit page. So I asked for help and support. Let it be noted that I was never into DDLG and I did not fully understand before I made the post. I had no qualms with the lifestyle, I just thought it didn't suit me. Boy was I wrong. 

Everything that I wanted in a bdsm relationship, hell even just a vanilla relationship, i found in ddlg. It helped me recenter myself and put things back into perspective. I am still not 100% yet but i will get there. Oh and i forgot, I met the most wonderful, patient, and accepting person because of that post and i fucking adore him. He’s been slowly getting me back into bdsm. He is the reason why I’m writing this to you all, so that i can document all aspects of our relationship (ddlg,dom/sub,vanilla). So let me introduce the new me. Hi, my name is Elle and I am daddy’s little girl

tl;dr Thought i needed a dom, but what i really needed was a daddy (god that sounds cheesy....sorry about that :P)

[viola--odoratas]

...........HI

[gay-kurapika]

I

Am a gay

[mercyist-blog1]

@fataliism

‘  Oh come on you P A N S Y!      You’re T O U G H E R than these weakling monsters!          You’re   B    R    A    V    E   right? ’

Frisk lurches out of bed with a loud, sharp scream, only to gasp for air that they couldn’t get, curling up a bit as they gently press the fingertips of their right hand against their throat, trying to catch breath they had lost... and when they tried to find the reason why, all they got were blurry faces and even blurrier, more distorted voices, names white noise among static. They slip out of bed on wobbly legs, hoping that the household were heavier sleepers than they let on, slipping out of their room, rubbing at their eyes to rid themselves of the tears that resulted from a nightmare that could barely recall. Shaky, heavy breaths shook their form, and they caught a glance of themselves in the living room’s window, which makes them cringe. They’re glad they know how to use makeup now, because there are bags something awful underneath their eyes. ( How many nights of this have they suffered now? Five? Ten? They don’t want to know. )

They’ll just go into the kitchen to grab a snack and maybe relax a bit on the couch before heading to bed... unless someone interrupts them.

[hermionc]

i have changed my icon to my bb anakin fyi

[emisfitilia]

doodles