#helloimcatherine

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[helloimcatherine]

man I'm so fuckin dumb

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i finally finished cowboy bebop and cried like a mf throughout but god jesus it's so good

the ending man

it all just hits home

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[helloimcatherine]

everything is too much rffort

existing is damn well too much effort

and for fucking what

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not me feeling guilty and existential towards career stuff before bed again at 4:47am lmao

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I feel crazy and sad and earlier today was so bad and I'm okay now .... For now .... But when will it happen again

Also I would love it if I could stop getting migraines

It's like every other day and it's so annoying af man

I'm sick of crying and I'm sick of hating myself but I can't stop sigh

Is this growth?

It fucking sucks.

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random sudden urge to take blue hour pics