((going to regret this, but my feels are just being attacked on all sides today, why not)) Too late.
Mel...You know I love you, right? I hope you do. But the thing is, sometimes love isn't enough, it's not enough to overcome my past. It almost was...That doesn't mean it's you're fault though, none of this is. It's mine. I failed my parents as a child and I'm failing you now. I'm so sorry, Mel.I have two requests for you, 1. Have my body buried in England beside my parents. 2. Don't drink, I know I'm not making this easy and I'm sorry. But please don't drink. I'm not worth drinking and crying over, I never was.One more thing, take my bike, it's yourssss. The pills are starting to kick in, I'm going to lay down now.Good bye Mel. I love you.Detta













