#helplesslove

[septwentyninth]

Letting yourself believe you're all over him but then you think of him again. And again. And again.

Septwentyninth

[emmazing25-blog]

In Despair

Today I feel so heavy; It’s like something holds me perfectly. I feel it when you flash, the feelings you have with your crush.

I don’t know why I long these feelings to fly But it always bother me Though you don’t deserve me.

Been loving you secretly but I hate you actually. For you always melt my heart by showing me like, in your life, I’m a part.

I want it to stop, like a bubbles that easily pop for I know that it’s just temporary; And I don’t long for misery.

By: Emir Luna

[emmazing25-blog]

Helpless Love

Sobra akong nalulungkot Parang ako ay natatakot Sa araw na ika'y lilisan Wala naman akong karapatan.

Hindi ko sukat akalain Napakahirap isipin magiging ganito aking nararamdaman Sa'yo pala ako'y may pagtingin.

Ngayong aalis ka na Wala akong magagawa Tatanggapin nalang ang katotohanang Tayo ay hanggang doon nalang.

Akala ko dati Wala akong nararamdaman Hindi ko maikukubli Sa puso'y ikaw pala ang laman.

Kunwari inaasar kita sa iba Pero ang totoo ako'y nasasaktan na Kung pwede lang panahon ay pigilan Upang tayo'y magkasama magpakailanman.

By: Emir Luna

[traumatized-turtle-blog]

Loving somebody that will never love you back is the worst pain.

[missalexandrataylor]

Troubled Heart

They all end the same-

They all just end.

If one could listen,

He'd hear my words unsaid.

Troubled by pouring my heart

Into things that never stay;

One asked me if I'd ever love,

I said, "Only if you lead the way".

 Let me witness something special-

To stand from the passion within.

I promise I'm worth it.

Just let this relationship begin.

Two falls too broken,

I beg them all for a second chance.

You'd think I'd be normal

To feel this constant lack in romance.

It's so sick-

I am completely through

Thinking every man

Will provide me something new.

Yet, circled back in

I arrive at your feet.

Helpless, alone

Your soul made me complete.

I want to feel the love

That you so generously toss around.

But no, it's never me-

I'm the girl that's never found.

[thatgirl945]

But in the end I think I knew it was coming. All the playful things we did faded away. All our laughs became fights. And all our dreaming became serious talks. I miss how we were. The smiley that would never fade. The endless laughter that made my fall so much harder then I was prepared for. The taunting smiles. The hugs. Now I don't know. I don't know what we have become. Without him I'm nothing. I know. I'm young yes, but I'm in helpless love. I'm in a world where I can't sleep. Nor dream of reality. Because my reality was real. But now it's fading you see. And sleeping. Is the only possible way to get it back. But I'm confused on whether or not sleeping is a good idea. Because not all dreams are good. And most of them are bad. So if I'm day dreaming. Like pathetic child. Then I'm helpless and lost in thought. But if I take you by the hand. And lead you to a happy place deep inside me. You will know that one day we will be happy again. Because I believe in beauty and pain. And in pain. There is joy. Because if there was no pain. When the good things happen we wouldn't know. And when bad things happen we wouldn't feel. So instead we feel it all at once. And day dream of a reality and become pathetic all over again. I cannot tell myself to stop thinking about you. Nor can I deny the fact that I want to be without you. But I do want us back. And in that whole moment in time when I somehow get us back. I will find light in the darkness of the past and somehow be happy again. Somehow be able to stand reality. And somehow be able to sleep and not be afraid of the bad dreams I once was.