Jul 20, 2025
special little guys nocturnes (night drawings)
#both drawn lateish last night. unsurprisingly the less Honed one was first. always hone in on honing#which i'll be like oh don't hone too much just follow your heart! & then im like but wait; this is still pretty Spontaneousish process of#honing & often the honing Is following one's heart. same as being real introspective & self-conscious & all of that is like well#that's part of A Real Person. that's part of their Being Genuine & Spontaneous &c. part of them Just Being Themself.#both different approaches part of the thing. how could one latch on to funny little Dualism Time guys ever#corned beef#bsol#cocosteve#coconana#lo cocodrilo#henchman steve#bsol banana#which; juxtaposing the indeed deliberately parallel Banana & Henchman Steve isn't that directly key here#more simply like well when one is drawing lo cocodrilo & another guy & lively expressiosi....#odds are good!#really embracing The Gradient more deliberately as of late. think i extra like the effect of like. trading the blush/flush colors there#pinkish purple & goldish yellow namely....but ofc i like More Gradients More. the rhythm of it all. very sharp or very smooth please#and the photography process here only organically revealing more Atmospheric ideas like oh right#the stars in the brighter portion of sky could sure be colored in less brightly themselves huh#also didn't think until i Spontaneously Drew It like oh the 2-stroke (lol) slash & blood flow from the neck looks like a collar & leash#itself still also a metaphorical idea. but also sexual. like how also yes i think it's an entirely plausible interpretation that#lo cocodrilo & henchman steve are not actually fucking. However. it's either that Contrives To Kill You Sufficiently Personally With My#Knife So As To Feel Myself & After A Moment Of Genuine Intimacy? that itself is like following the thread to the seemingly inevitable#exclusive logical conclusion of the intimacy here whether it involved actually fucking or not. surely This is what you can do with it / the#one ultimate way of escalating / resolving it. & you're lo cocodrilo like ''surely i want to be married! ft some woman! who lives here! etc!#what else can there be'' & your special little guy is like :/// but works around this going above & beyond The Job out of care & intimacy w/#you & maybe you also actually fuck or maybe not but Hm! guess i must wanna gotta knife him huh. guess i hate him#that line beforehand Alright Get Out I Hate You....astonishing. and then No Wait Ahaha: [Astonishing Homoeroticism]#and maybe they do things with a collar and leash fr. sexually. sure thing#meanwhile is banana literally there in this pic? well that was my idea originally but who can say