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fanart for the billions fic listen to yourself churn by nothingunrealistic!

#winston billions #taylor mason #tayston #corned beef #can i Not make fanart for that? we can never know....#and on an out of touch taylor mason thursday babeyyyyy

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bat boy the musical my TREASURED THING THAT EXISTS and 2025 version my IT RULES and this video helping me look up "my god please did they record an album???" they DID thank FUCK and i WANT IT NOW!!! MINE, ALL MINE both the song the treasure & the i want it to also be mine all mine & yours & ours & theirs

#woke up this morning dragging myself along like oh god another a.m. appt & just immediately like I Wanna Be Listening To 2025 Bat Boy Album #specifically of course Replaying This Clip Of A Recording In My Head i want 2025 mine; all mine on an album in my cd player!!!!!#although this doesn't have a Video component & look at them. kissing (present participle) little cuties on a stage. Listen! to them! waah #i wanna hear!! The Album

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there’s no platonic explanation for this. and no romantic explanation either. they’ve uncovered something true and beautiful

#musicianana #bsol

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help I’m having ideas beyond my available free time

nothereforthedrama

help I'm having ideas beyond my available energy levels

#it's ''making a little drawing''

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out of touch taylor mason thursday

#these out of touch taylor mason thursday summertime evenings

cillyscribbles

some of you have never jellicle balled and it shows

cillyscribbles

some of you have never jellicle come to the jellicle ball and it shows

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some of you have never reserved your terpsichorean powers to dance by the light of the jellicle moon and it shows

avoiding borrowing grief from the future by instead stabbing the future & claiming the grief as yours now & just try ever getting it back (lo cocodrilo posts)

#truly what he's doing in that the Borrowing is about [the future will still have The Grief too] like #anticipate that grief so completely as to now surely never feel it in the future #Ignoring That revelling & Kinda Pissed Off But Only Kinda But Also Very: the two feelings #posts made by remembering the idea of them b/c of having to invoke Guess I Shouldn't Borrow Future Grief Of Work Tomorrow #bsol

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the dictionary is a dating sim and oh buddy did i just get the sex ending with dord

also it's been long enough since i've seen a [yay various Full Show bat boy productions on youtube] like i'm not even sure whether any of them ever Mine, All Mine'd rather than being an Inside Your Heart one, either way it getting to be a surprise like that in the dramatic Crescendo after the dramatic crescendo of edgar going NO SHELLEY PLEASE OH GOD PLEASE tormentedstyle is specifically letting go into a Kiss. it's so fun too letting everything be Unruly & Capacious b/c it is not intended to be A Metaphor (or at least. not intended to....not be a v flexible / vague one at the core re: Don't Deny Your Beast Inside) rather than like, at its core we have, Literally, so there's this half-bat child. that it's Not all this metaphor about like oh it's that Sexuality is untamed here, b/c: they've Already kissed & also married & had sex & expressed I Love You & this is about the Drinking Blood part. the oh no my surely Destructive weird gross wrong thing :( & but it's not Simply about wanting to have sexual or emotional intimacy bc been there done that. & that meanwhile we have a whole other number just prior about sex which is playful & funny & elevated & none of this is counter to being utterly in earnest & this Sexuality As Wild Untamed Let Loose is sweet & Not like oh god it's destructive & gross & weird & horror & What The Blood-Craving Is About. that's about: he needs blood. which is applied to [themes expressed in Hold Me, Bat Boy & Finale Reprise] & that the tragedy of it all is indeed stemming from the denying / blaming of bat boys....children, children what a remarkable Have Sex love song also like the queerness of it all even as It's Not A Metaphor For Queerness or any other Otherness but [real life otherness] stays interestingly & relevantly Applicable throughout, but it's never like resolveable like yeah it's Just Like [Experience] b/c what it's just like is: if there was a boy who was half-bat. that the god pan comes out to be like Okay :) Yay :) & it's also like a garden of eden & the wildness emphasis of these animals also but like it's Not about being noah's ark god made adam & eve of your Species b/c it's always about like, no this is also choosing Whatever Partners combos, choose your mate & let us see what we create. the The Earth's Asleep, Time To Wake It / If You Have Clothing, Forsake It / We Want You Breathless And Naked that precedes this, another blessed expression of Having Sex B/c You Want To, & all of this placed in contrast with feeling that wanting to have sex / enjoying having sex is another shameful thing. but the Shame of [oh god i need to drink blood it's awful it destroys things it damns me] is Not That. & it's not even the Wanting To Kiss Ever / Effectively Marry (draw near my dearly beloved / no priest no church but what of it) (sometimes more what the entire arc of the Children Children scene is emphasized to be when they're playing it a bit less [acting out Many Variations & Combinations Of Fucking in the dance break]) b/c they have done that part already. but rather the like. can we do that still even though i feel like now i must Push You Away before my hunger for literal blood runs rampant. and that it is Not like, a letting loose of restraint even when he Does go to drink shelley's blood. the OH GOD AUGH I CAN'T HOLD BACK culmination is about the Emotionally Impassioned Kissing Again even though he's been trying to be like It's Because I Love You That I'm Trying To Insist You Leave Me Forever....rather, okay let's be together forever then & Now when i'm being open like yeah it's terrible & wrong i do need blood :( ....and it's Less an overflow of passion to be like okay! now i'm actually gonna have some of the blood i'm literally starving for. & it's Not the Crescendo Of Sating What You've Been Trying To Suppress here. posts that Also can't be distilled to Their Single Point To Make At The Core b/c i don't have those & i guess it's just as well who's aiming for that, not me, we're definitely Wip Marination Say It A Million Times Over A Bit Differently / In Eternal Development

—With Text Posts Too, hit the text block limit there. also remembering that indeed it's shelley being told overtly that She's supposed to be providing the friction(tm) whereas a) that's edgar trying to do the friction in Inside Your Heart / Mine, All Mine and b) as i'm saying like and That Love Song is Not simply about Sexual Desire b/c they always Just had another number all about this, this subsequent love song is Begun in a post-coital setting & Is About The Being Together Despite / All The More For The Blood-Drinking Support. and c) again wrt to like you know the dynamic is queer when it's Every Any Gender At Any Every Moment the way they are. including that it's sure queer as A Boy & A Girl aligned w/how they are perceived to be by others. children, children being entirely like, a Mutual & Aligned experience rather than like ah even when Everyone is willing & enthused, The Boy(tm) Pursues & The Girl(tm) Must Be Pursued. rather than how in children, children that there's No [Boy Children, Girl Children] & they're both nervous demure & both eager making moves. contrasted w/Don't Talk Like A Slut, Shelley at shelley even saying that she can call rick up b/c he already knows she likes him. & wherein even between rick & shelley like Mutually Interested like they're not really in alignment lol even when that Whatcha Wanna Do / Hey Freak number & scene aren't present in the same way in the 2025 version, say. shelley like oh i have to Perform in this moment, rick throwing in some Flirting in turn sort of offhanded when he's about to leave & to Perform Correctly as well, like then immediately pivoting to scaring The Bat Boy on his way out. there's also all these other Gender Things for both edgar & shelley & there also already were in previous iterations. but I Can't Talk Now....(it's 1am & i have Gender in the morning)