Okay so I just need to write down a bunch of things...er, type.
I always thought Henry would never get out of my head and yes, I will always hold him dear to my heart, but I now have a boyfriend named Sebastian and he's so amazing in the most different ways. But maybe I did see this coming? When I prayed, I always asked God to bring back Henry and if I'm not meant to be with him now, or at all, to bring me someone I deserve... Maybe this is it? Whenever I saw Sebastian on Facebook I would be like daaaamn he's mad cute and never in my life would I have thought that this kid was going to be so sweet, modest and humble. He thinks I'm the cutest thing which I don't understand why but whatever it is, I'm glad he likes me.
Henry, if you could give me props to how long I've waited for you, I think 9 months was enough and I deserve it. Maybe you don't care about me now and I'm surprised that doesn't hurt so much to think about anymore, except it's probably because I think I found someone I could actually fall for. I don't want to be so quick to think I won't scare him away, though. Now all I have to do is see how things go. I have to distance myself as much as I can so just in case he does end up not wanting anything to do with me, I'll be... not as hurt? ._.
I'M REALLY FUCKING HAPPY. TOO GENUINELY HAPPY FOR WORDS ANYMORE. I'VE SAID THEM ALL. No words, phrases or anything of the sort, is enough to explain how happy Sebastian is making me. I saw him all weekend and I'm probably going to see him tomorrow. (:
LIFE AND IT'S SURPRISES. RKJEFDNSTEJKNRFWEETGJRLFWE