#herburden

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starter for :  @herburden

             coming back from the hunt, feeling exhausted, dean had hardly enough energy to stay awake, let alone hang out at a bar, as he normally did.  the job  would have been a lot easier, if sam were still with them, but he left, and dean refrained from bringing up the subject again.  he threw the duffel back on the bed.      ‘  man, i could sleep for a week.   ’     he sighed and, despite his complaints, he made his sister an offer,    ‘  --   you wanna use the bathroom first?  ’

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DEAN’S POSTS ON IG  //   ft.  @herburden

[daretodean]

herburden replied to your post: //this blog has been around for much longer than 2...

it’s showing up in the tags for me !

Must be something on my end then? Weird! Thank you for telling me!

[kidhnter-blog]

     something  has  shattered  inside  of  her.  it  shows  on  the  outside  as  well,  through  red  puffy  eyes,  the  exhaustion,  the  way  her  jaw  clenches.  the  young  blonde  tries  to  hold  together  all  that’s  left  of  her  hardened  exterior.  with  each  breath,  it  feels  as  if  something  is  pushing  a  dagger  into  her  entire  being.  normally,  claire  would  hide  this.  finish  the  job  and  leave.  but  she  feels  SAFE HERE !  rose  has  that  effect  on  people,  she  thinks.  different  from  the  boys.  her  shoulders  rise  and  fall,  “  jody  doesn’t  know  i’m  here. ”  something  that  has  become  normal  for  her.  “  guess  i  didn’t  know  where  else  to  go. ”

@herburden  ——  !

[azhefa-moved]

          he has never been very FAMILIAR with physical pain. he has found this lesser state which he occupies experiences many sensations he is not accustomed to. some are not so terrible. but this is EXCRUCIATING and it makes him curse the very one who made him. he is already fallen is he not? he supposes it is only a natural progression to direct his anger towards those who abandoned him. cast him aside for no fault of his own. 

he is somewhat REGRETTING his decision to help the humans right about now. he can bear damage to this mortal vessel. but this particular being had not exactly been of this world, it’s grasp reached beyond the mortal eye and thus so the injury inflicted upon roan is not of human limb, but his celestial wings. the pain is searing and nearly unbearable. a reminder of his SHAME. to the eyes of his companion, he might appear essentially untouched, a few scratches here and there. but he knows he doesn’t have the strength to keep his true form shrouded from her view. it is the best he can do to just sit up on his knees, slightly hunched over as HEAVY breaths fall from his lips. // @herburden bc i needed this bye