Last year have been a spiritual (if u dont like that term, let’s say psychological) rollercoaster. A lot has happened and as much as i’d like to keep you, my friends, up-to-date, you can obviously see that I haven’t done that in a while and even so I have been promising that I will, yet again I have failed but more importantly, I am happy to report that I lived. I have been working on giving myself the lifestyle I promised. It cost me to give up certain aspects of myself and with that, I grew into a completely different person but it’s the person I am passionate into becoming. It took some challenge and great amount of energy in going through these changes. I am no saint, sometimes I would slip up, couple of times I’d break down and succumb to my darkness and that’s okay cus I realized that into being reborn, I have to learn to forgive myself over and over again. With the long due process of learning, unlearning, forgiving and letting go, I found me and I’m falling in love with myself again and it hasn’t felt this good ever since.
With my family and friends close to my heart and I hold for dear life, I will always be grateful for your patience, generosity, hospitality, chivalry, kindness, compassion, decency and your vast forms of support, you showed me humanity. You showed me love and that soothes me more than the sun or rain ever could. Thank you for keeping me close and warm. I love you all and I hope to see you all again this year.
