I have fallen for the sweetest thing ever
So this guy he's tall and pretty good looking and he is the sweetest thing I swear he could get punched and he'd probably apologize for being in the way. I haven't told him I like him of course because my confidence has left me and given place to butterflies. A horrible trade if you ask me. The big issue is just that he lives far away. Also I have no idea if he likes me back because he's oblivious and I am oblivious so if we like each other one of us has gotta make it obvious for the other and neither of us are ballsy enough to do so. I've known him for about four years but this weekend he came over and we spent pretty much the whole time together and idk we always click when we see each other but this time it was different and I miss him more than I usually do, I think about him more than I usually do, and I'm keeping myself from texting him too much more than I usually do. I don't wanna mess it up. I don't want to make him do anything he doesn't want to do. I don't want to make it awkward for him. What if he was just being nice like he is to everyone? What if by telling me I am one of the bestest friends he's ever had was him putting me in the friend zone? What if he thinks he's in the friend zone because I said the feeling was mutual? GAH