Been thinking about this for so long now. What is wrong with me? Why do I like men this much? I can’t let go of my 3 year relationship with my boyfriend. I have tried so hard and so much. I feel so wrong in myself. My culture made me feel wrong for having a boyfriend. My religion made me feel wrong for having a boyfriend. Now radblr is making me go crazy for having a boyfriend. I feel so wrong. I feel wrong. When will I ever be a part of a world that doesn’t think I’m wrong? Why am I wrong? Why do I have to exist if I am so wrong? I’m going crazy talking to my sisters and laughing about girls dooming themselves to marriage with dusties while I have a man on the side. Why am I wrong. Why am I wrong. I feel like k1lling myself going crazy over why I can’t be not wrong ever in my life.

















