ammolite & emerald & sapphire
send me a crystal and i'll tell...
ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is
Eva is very, very unlucky. In the last 5 or so years she’s been
in a house fire that left her with 60% of burns covering her entire body
Loosing her mother in that house fire
Enduring a good year or so of treatments to help with those burns
Watching her father get killed by her ‘cousin’ just a few years later
Getting attacked by Damon, which of course resulted in her getting killed/turning into a human-vampire hybrid
Being experimented on by the augustine (due to her hybrid status) and mutilated to the point of her death
Spending several months trapped on the otherside
Overall, it’s just one crap fest after the other. Three of these events have left Eva extremely traumatized and unable to have proper relations with other people because of how paranoid and fucked up those events made her. She also suffers with ptsd because of some of these events which leads to Eva having panic attacks and nightmares where she’ll wake up screaming.
emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words
Eva finds showing someone how she loves them much easier than actually speaking because she doesn’t need to rely on her words and make a massive fool of herself. By showing instead of speaking, it helps take the edge off Eva and makes it easier for her to be emotionally open towards others. This usually just includes Eva showing how much she truly cares for that person by being there for them, helping them, listening to them, just anything that involves that person knowing how much Eva cares and loves for them.
sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose
I don’t think Eva would be able to do this, tbh. There are so many people that she loves and would give up her life to saves theirs that to choose only three would be almost impossible for her. I just really don’t think Eva would be able to choose just three. That’s not who she is at all. Though if it had some people that Eva really despised then it wouldn’t take much of an effort for her to decide that she’s gonna send them over the cliff XD