i thought you'd like to know that echibell is an amazing colorbarf that is all
THANK YOU. That is is point in life as the jester of my clan.Even though he’s not really that funny.In fact, he’s mostly a glorified babysitter.(Bright colors attract hatchlings.)
name: Rebecca
nickname: Snape, Rebbi
birthday: June 21
star sign: Gemini? Cancer? idk both
gender: Female
height: Tall
sexual orientation: ???
romantic orientation: Probably hetero
favorite color: BROWN
time/date at the moment: May 3, 1:53 P.M.
average hrs of sleep: *gross sobbing*
LUCKY NUMBER: 13
last thing googled: no writable partition wd smartware my passport studio
first word that comes to mind: Bagel
a place that makes me happy: Gardens
how many blankets I sleep under: who has more than one blanket what even
favorite fictional character: Still Zuko because what an amazing arc.
favorite famous person: Uhm.
favorite books: Skulduggery Pleasant, Tamora Pierce, Perfume by Patrick Sueskind
favorite animes: FMA:B, Ouran...
favorite musician/band: FOB and TSFH and Thomas Bergerson
favorite games: Transistor, AC and Pokemon
dream holiday: Cataloging plants?! Exploring wild places?! Eating new foods?! Pretty architecture?!
dream job: Biologist, fitness instructor, ???
wearing right now: Jean shorts, T-Shirt
last book I read: Felidae
I’m tagging hexoticraptor (or ivvamines) and scorchjudges-for-scorchtrials
displeasedridgeback hexoticraptor y'all should know that i'm depending on the two of you for future questions on biology, as it seems you two are better teachers than the one I have now
well i got over my anxiety by becoming apathetic to the people around me. i notice that when people say mean things about me i start to shake and get upset but my mind is calm bc i just don’t give a shit; their problem not mine. easier said than done
i have been feeling anxious as hell because they are stupidly belligerent and know how to put me on the spot
and they are gonna bitch about this shit while i'm trying to sleep or worse yet refuse to go to the meeting
but making them move into a room together at least saves me from them shouting CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW times literally twenty two into their phones because they put em on speaker and their phones are shit. asking people the dumbest questions in dumb voices with utmost sincerity. not knowing how to add negative numbers. in COLLEGE. it's just. they're so dumb that they stress me out, and they are also reeeally gossipy and shit talk everyone and then confront me when im trying to be in my comfort zone whenever i have spoken to the people they hate (a long list). They are convinced that the fourth roomie is out to get them, when in reality she wants nothign to do with them and in fact is hardly here anymore (a pity because she's great). they lost the front door's lock (a school official took it) because they kept locking her out AND THEN not letting her in. they use her shit. they break her shit. and they wonder why she doesn't like them. the only reason she gets actively pissed off anymore is because they walk all over me and i have nowhere else to go.
AND THEY GENUINELY THINK THEY ARE JUST ALLOWED TO BE THE EXCEPTION TO THE RULES IN LIKE EVERY CASE
i should photograph our 'shared' bathroom, where every inch of closet/counter/under counter/bathtub shelf/mirror cabinet space is FILLED WITH HAIR PRODUCTS THAT BELONG TO ONE PERSON and i have to live out of a box
and the closet is the same way, and i live out of MORE BOXES
and the fridge is just as bad. most of my goods are dry goods, and i have to ration myself because they will jenga pack or shove ten times the amount of food they should into the shared fridge and damage my food when it's in there. One girl took the entire pantry, and she and the other took the other 8 cabinets in the kitchen. it took them weeks to stop putting grocery bags in my cabinets too (my two cabinets, one which holds all my pans/dishes/appliances/silverware and one which holds all my spices/dry goods/ingredients/dinners/tupperware) because thats where they stored grocery bags before i moved in and they were too lazy to go look elsewhere for their hoard of bullshit. and then one bought a huge fucking bookshelf set to store MORE food.
they get into my cabinets and use my silverware now, too
i spent most of the break afraid they would trash Norbert (a sculpted baby Imperial i made last year) or steal my things, or break my appliances, and i come home to a deadbolted door and that REALLY doesn't help my anxieties
people listen to me rant about my troubles, but their pity intensifies x100 ONCE THEY REALIZE WHO IM TALKING ABOUT
bECAUSE THEYRE JUST AS OBNOXIOUS IF YOU DONT LIVE WITH THEM. NOBODY LIKES THEM. RANDOM STRANGERS WILL HEAR A NAME DROP AND OFFER GENUINE CONDOLENCES. I do not get a 'man i thought they were cool' or a 'dang i thought they were nice' unless people think i'm complaining about the sane fourth roommate, and i will then correct them and they will go 'AWW SHIT MAN LIKE THATS INSANE IF YOU EVER NEED ESCAPE WE HAVE A COUCH, WE CANT STAND THEM FOR LIKE 4 HOURS A WEEK IN CLASS BUT YOU GOTTA LIVE WITH THAT SHIT'