#hey steps

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My top 5 artists were Frank Turner, All Time Low, The Maine, The Front Bottoms and Waterparks

It was so close to a repeat of my emo 2014

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I’ll Take Lonely Tonight just broke me. I’ve had a string of one night stands and friends with benefits with people in the last couple of years and I’m tired of it. I want to love and be loved again. I miss that

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I haven’t contemplated suicide in quite awhile and considering I went years where quite literally it was on my mind or just at the edge of my brain every single damn day, it’s so.... relaxing. God I don’t miss being so fucking sad

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I got stood up and ghosted last night and suddenly all that self esteem that I was building has gone out the window and I feel gross and ugly and unloveable all over again and it’s stupid and I hate it

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It disappeared so quickly, the moment we could’ve turned into an eternity.

So I’ll just dream that in another life, another time, another place, our souls might touch and intertwine.

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I just want someone to want me

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This time last year I was lying in a bathtub putting goodbye messages in my drafts and wishing I would drown myself.

I’m glad I didn’t