#heyimback

[lyrishadow]

Return

Quietly and with the subtlety of a rogue I am returning to my BH blog. It has been a long few months. Update under the break so you don’t have to read it. TLDR: I have had a rough few months and while things are not better, I am back on Tumblr and back on SWTOR and hopefully back to writing stories. Either my own or some fan fic. Thanks :)

So from November to January: My usual stress time for a year is around Christmas. It is all about what I want it to be and what reality is (and it is two different things). The fact I don’t see my family much makes this all worse of course, not that its an improvement to see them.  Hubby’s health is terrible, and expecting him to make things work for holidays when I am stressed isn't really a good thing - so Christmas was okay but a kind of non-event again. At least we had a tree (which is still up)

Jan -March Hubby is sicker, he also has the flu and an infected eye. His immune system is going down the tube. He is waiting for dialysis and we are kind of in limbo while he does. He is sick, but not sick enough for it to be the right move (they really don’t want to start anyone on dialysis until they need it, and hey I get that). So he is exhausted easily and sleeping a lot. I am also tired a lot but trying to stay awake. FMS, Flu and so on have been my little friends for a few weeks ago. Apparently, the flu season has hit Australia hard and early so yeah... I get sick every time I go to the doctors. So I have also been out with the flu. I am now back in SWTOR, as I took a mini break of only doing the main ops that I signed up for and am now back trying to participate more.  Confession: I am more than a little worried about hubby, it is an awful thing to watch people get sicker and sicker and I can ignore the signs, but they are all there... it sucks, to be honest. Then my own health and mental health is tricky as well at times.

[radblondie42]

It has been a ridiculously long time since I have been on here. Wow. I totally missed this and didn't even realize it.

[steeziakmakesbeats]

NEW MUSIC !!!!!!

”Steeziak - Life’s Too Short To Be Bummed”

[minecrafthorses]

#imalive yeah I've not been on for a while but #heyimback!