In the summer silence, I was gettin' violent. In the summer silence, I was doin' nothing.
Hallo chat, my name is Zenith Agnes Petrichor, but most call me Zen!
If you've stumbled upon my page and noticed that this intro post was updated, hallo again!! It's been a really long time since I've been active on tumblr. I'm not too huge on posting on social media anymore, or being active in any context, really. I was active on twitter, but I left that a while ago for my mental health.
I figured I should update this anyway! :]
If you do want to find the slightest bit of activity from me, your best bet might be my tiktok! I have some stuff that I'm working on, but I'm currently following Technoblade's upload schedule... so... you might be waiting a while...
I'm 19 years old, 20 on Jan. 26th. (as of writing this on July 10th, 2026). I'm an '07 kid!
My pronouns are zey/zem/zeirs, but I'm totally okay with it/its and he/him! I'm also aroace, oriented aroace, enbian, achillean, agender, aliusmasc, mascbeing, and more!
I am a fictionkin (highest kin is Miles Tails Prower), alterhuman (angelkin, dollkin, entitykin), therian (silver/red fox), selfshipper, and soulbonder. My number one selfship, aka my only soulbond, is Gray Fullbuster from hit animanga series: Fairy Tail.
I have Autism-OCD. OCPD, C-PTSD, Delusional Disorder, and Depersonalization/Derealization. I also struggle with germaphobia, emetophobia (fear of vomit/nausea), and possible diokophobia as well (fear of being chased). I'm diagnosed as much as I can be with the sources I have available to me. I'm also a perfectionist that comes from any number of disorders I have, I think. I struggle with starting a lot of things if I feel like I won't be perfect on the first try.
Current (autistic) special interests include:
Cosmology/Space (like... my entire life, from as far back as I can remember 😭)
Sonic the Hedgehog (since ~2011)
Minecraft (since 2011, infdev release)
Glass Animals (since 2017, and as a surprise to no one, it was from animation memes) (ALSO STREAM GLASS ANIMALS PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEA)
I have separate blogs for many different fandoms that I've been in, most of them unactive just like this blog. I also don't think any of them have been updated to have my current age either... wtv 😭😭 They also don't have my updated username and they all probably say @/aquarichor side blog, which was my previous user.
My ALIEN STAGE side blog is @verdantlights
My Fairy Tail side blog is @h2duo (this one was rebranded kind of recently, I might be a little active there tbh)
My KNY/Demon Slayer side blog is @abundantsnow
My TOUCHSTARVED VN side blog is @lockedbehindtheambereye
My MASHLE: Magic and Muscles side blog is @grimscripter
Other fandoms I've been in that I dont have side blogs for (i think idfk anymore)
Sonic the Hedgehog franchise
....the DSMP...... (sighs dramatically)
Minecraft SMPs in general
Kaiju No. 8 (i think i was gonna make a side blog for this but never got around to it)
TKatB/14DWY (i dont associate myself with these two anymore, but there is a side blog of mine for these two medias out there that has been untouched for several months now)
Genshin Impact, H:SR, and ZZZ (i also dont really associate with these anymore tbh. hyv pmo too much. started genshin in 1.2 release and stopped around middle of natlan release)
I am a writer and an artist, I just have terrible upload schedules as I said before. My art style is pretty inconsistent. I'm still trying to get better at certain things (mostly anatomy) before I can truly start developing my style.
I talk about pretty gruesome and heavy themes as a metaphor in my writing quite often, such as cannibalism, stalking, obsessiveness/possessiveness, murder, gore, etc. I would like to mention that I personally get nauseous at visuals of some of these things, so I don't draw much of them. The most I'd do is draw blood and very ambiguous perspectives of a scene.
I was on tumblr very briefly a long time ago and I never really returned until my irl ( @alien-til-i-stage ) dragged me on here by my hair.
I'm done with you nerds. Waka-Chan out. /ref