#hhhhhooo boy

[littlefettuccinealfredo]

the beginning of season 2 episode 2 of black sails with the voice over of the book of genesis has me screaminggggg

[gabrixllee]

The Blinding Heat of Stars 1. How much does it hurt? 2. I’ll still smile as burgundy bleeds and colors me, uncovering from the depths of this 3. I made a good decision 4. Even as it drowns the white of me, burning with a sense of urgency too painful to keep those wounds open 5. It’s understandable 6. Electricity now surges through the places you called seas of sapphire 7. And I’ll be on the other side of that beauty which you’ll never be able to touch again, 8. Staring at the blurred pigments you’ll never be able to understand or comprehend 9. These are the colors you don’t have the privilege to see 10. And the confusion in them looks much happier than you’ll ever be able to imagine 11. This fire that paints me is a better friend than you ever were, and I will always run towards it before ever calling you darling again 12. The beauty I created is now smudged and ruined from the devastation you brought 13. I hope that fucking eats you alive 14. The comfort you convinced me of has turned into something much harsher 15. It’s lost its forgiveness, and it knows that you deserve worse than this 16. Nails digging into that scarred and sacred innocence, scratching and tearing but nowhere near as deeply as something else. 17. The hours of knowing and not knowing after you took what you had no right to have become too long to bear 18. Who wins in this? 19. I never asked to see that yet you took it as an excuse to rip the images from me and leave me with abandon 20. Everyone is angrier than you know 21. She’d never asked for anything more than that companionship with an undying sense of persistence 22. How much does it hurt? 23. That warmth, that softness 24. What did we gain? 25. Shatter that memory if you want and cut up those acts of cure and survival 26. Burn whatever holds the smell of me and never look towards another magnolia again 27. Avoiding eyes 28. I’m glad you’re finally ashamed.

[stinkywise]

wow man I should rlly.... try to go to sleep