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[2truehearts]

[dreadnaughtus]

constantly frustrated by intense emotions, and not even my own!!! it mostly happens (like today) when I'm reading someone else having intense emotions and then that's when i re-realize (this happens a lot, i think i may have made posts very similar to this before) that i don't experience emotions as intensely as i think i should or that other people do! and that's annoying in several different ways!

like that's why i always try and say what i want to be feeling, because i've learned that even if i'm not "feeling" the words in the way i think i should be feeling them i want them known. and maybe one day I'll have some sort of break through and feel the intensity of these feelings once and for all! it's a nice thought anyways

there's also the idea that I'm the only one who has this problem (definitely not the case) and that means that when other people say things to me with intensity and emotions behind the words that they're experiencing a more full range of emotions, a more fulfilled life or experience. and that now i'm missing out on that and won't be able to know what i'm missing.

and then there's just the idea of my meds dulling my emotions and how much that has to do with all of this. which being off my meds for the past few days (bullshit US healthcare nonsense fuckery) is making me think that, no i've always been like this as long as i can remember. and that's also just a whole different can of worms that i try not to give too much thought too because it sends me spiraling.

and then finally last but not least all of this thinking about this topic makes me think that i do have intense emotional reactions just not to the things that i want to be? or something of the sort.

i'm going to end this post before it becomes gobbelly guck. hope you all are having a better time of it ❤️

[h-anon97]

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( sent // delivered ) Levi. ( sent // delivered ) Why do we have to let the kids bring valentines cards ( sent // delivered ) When they get older they wont trade cards ( sent // delivered ) what candy am I suppose to bring again?

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