Feelswagon.
So.. I've put this off, but kept it weighing on my mind. I'm terrible at expressing mushy feelings for people but I am so grateful for those I've met that it's time I just do it. Here it goes.
Lets start off with the people I talk to the most -
Hidden308 - You are like my big brother. We met when you started hanging out in Grem's FC, and then we'd talk on skype, and now there isn't a single day where I don't spend hours talking to you. I know you'll always have my back just like I have yours. I value you so much, you've taught me an incredible amount of stuff, you put up with my bitchy attitude and my constant whining about the grind, you listen to my horribly boring stories and are honestly one of the most caring and polite people I have ever come across. I consider you family even though we've never met and if anyone fucks with you I'll fuck them up. Thank you for being in my life<3
Avidly - I honestly don't know where to start with you because I could write for the next year. I admired you for so long on the tag, had you added on my fl but was always too scared to say something. Not because you're a scary person or anything but because you are simply amazing and I felt like I didn't measure up. I remember the first night we talked we did co-op slayer and maaaan was I nervous the whole time lol. But I'm glad I agreed to do it, and I'm glad we finally started talking. You're one of my best friends. I cannot wait to meet you and pick on you endlessly and you can finally teach me to be pro like you. You're always there for me when I need you most, you understand me better than most people, and I can't imagine you not being in my life. You are just.. I can't even dig up the words to express how amazing I think you are. You deserve the best in life and trust me I'll be there to let you know if you settle for anything less :) ily <3 <3
Tele Kairos - ahhh my wonderfully weird boss/drinking buddy. We don't talk as often as I like but I'm very happy I met you. We've had some great laughs, good drunken nights (not what it sounds like you guys I promise) and you help guide me in the right direction towards my goals. Like you said earlier our conversations can go from normal to dr. phil in about 2 seconds flat and I absolutely love it. We will meet in new york for nye, get drunk off our asses in canada, and I'll eventually move to MI so you aren't a loner anymore :P Thank you for letting me leech dg and whine to you, and thank you for being hilarious when you're drunk<3
And people I'd love to get to know more :)
Zodiiac - I never know what to expect when we talk. You're a fantastic person, spunky as hell and I'm convinced you have no filter. But that's okay because that's why I enjoy talking to you so much :) I am really thankful that you help push me out of my comfort zone, welcoming me to guest in your clan and helping me be more social. I hope we talk more in the future bc I'd love getting to know you more
Geeky Blonde - okay qt, I've only really talked to you once or twice? And we mined a crashed star together but I think you're such a wonderful person and honestly I'm a little intimidated by you! But I know what a sweetheart you are and would be very grateful to be your friend :) xx
Lil Blueman - Even though we don't talk a lot, I am thankful you kept me motivated when I was going for 99 rc :) You're a very caring person and I'm honored to call you a friend<3
Bic Boi - I know I went full out creeper on you and posted a screenie before I ever said anything to you that made it obvious you were on my fl, but thank you for not being weirded out by it. I always thought you were a great person but was nervous to talk to you, I'm glad you and Hidden started talking because if that didnt I'm sure I'd still be afraid to talk to you! I am so so so happy you came back to the tag because I love your posts, and now that I've gotten to know you a little better I'm able to see how fantastic you are :) I really look forward to getting to know you better and thank you for being so nice to me
NerdynDirty - You consistently kick my ass in sinks but thats okay because you're badass and you deserve it. We don't talk nearly as much as I'd like but you're a qt and I know I can always strike up a conversation, ty for being amazinnnn :)
Bixs - I still remember when I spent literally the whole day on your blog while scaping because your music is amazing. you're qt and we should talk more
Heres the part where I feel like a dick because I left someone out. If i did, it wasn't intentional and send me a message so I can fix it.
But I'm really appreciative of the tag as a whole. There have a been a few times in the past few months where I've thought about quitting, but everyone here keeps me motivated. I love seeing the posts, achievements, gifs, screenies, stories, etc from everyone because you're all a huge inspiration to me. ily all and I'm friendly as hell so if any of you wanna be frans just hmu :) <3
WOW THIS WAS WAY LONGER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE IM SO SORRY
