🍸 + priscilla — tell us how you really feel about finn.
“how i really feel ?” comes out between an empty laugh, nimble fingers stealing yet another glass of champagne off some passing waiter’s tray. “wouldn’t that be nice to know … reckon we’re both looking for the answer to that, don’t you think ?” her eyes find him from where she stands at the patio, and there’s a longing in her chest that she can’t put into words that warms her as much as the alcohol does. she’s never been one for drinking too much when finn isn’t there to bring her home; the thought makes her tear her gaze away, suddenly downcast at her heels. “—— well i love him, don’t i ?” the smile that traces her lips is bitter, and she takes another sip. “that’s my blessing. and that’s my curse. and i’d rather he treat me like shit because at least i’ve been treated at all.” an unspoken admission that dies on her tongue: and i’ll have deserved it.








