When I was in first grade I wrote an autobiography as a class assignment. In that autobiography I said I wanted to be a lawyer when I grew up. Here I am at 30 years old and I am finally getting close to fulfilling that dream. In first grade I didn't realize that having that kind of dream might not be attainable. I grew up in a family that always encouraged me to do well in school, go to college, and pursue my dreams. As I grew up it became clear to me that I wanted to be the kind of lawyer that would represent people that have traditionally been underrepresented. I wanted to work in civil rights, represent children, and to be a part of the change I believe our society needs.
Although my family was a constant source of encouragement it quickly became clear that they wouldn't be able to help with the costs. My family made enough money to get by and make sure we had everything we needed, but when it was time for me to go to college there were still two kids at home. Those two kids, my little brother and sister, both had disabilities that had to be a priority over higher education. I made the decision to go to community college first. I made that choice not because it was the best education I could get, but because it was affordable. When my time at community college was coming to an end I knew I needed to figure something out to pay university tuition and fees. The thought of borrowing scared me, so I decided to join the US Army to earn the GI Bill and spent four years in the US Army as a paralegal. Upon leaving the US Army I went back to school and got my BA and MA, but my GI Bill benefits were almost up and I still hadn't made it to law school. I decided that I would have to bite the bullet and utilize available student loans. Although I got a scholarship to cover part of my tuition, I will leave law school with over $120,000 in student loans.
I have one year of law school left and it is time for me to start thinking about my career. As I said earlier, the reason I came to law school was to help traditionally underrepresented people. The problem is that the kinds of jobs that help traditionally underrepresented people don't have the ability to pay the kinds of salaries that big firms can pay. I am now at this weird place in life where I have to decide if it is even possible for me to take a job that will pay a fraction of what I would make at a firm. Those loans have to be paid back. While I am grateful that I am able to be in law school working toward my dreams, the amount of debt I will leave with may seriously impede my ability to achieve those dreams.
-Anonymous











