Ok I need to write this down before I forget because I want to remember most of it and just for my own personal note type thing! Lol
CHECK IN:
Ok so I am writing for check in because something happened as we went to the venue. So my cousin, two friends, and I left the hotel room around 9:45 so we could go find parking and go check in. But I completely forgot that check in was at the holiday inn hotel, so I drove us to the venue. As we were waiting for the light to turn green (on frank street), we spotted a black bus with tinted windows turning into Hayes street (where we were suppose to turn in but accidentally passed it). as we past the street we kept looking at the bus and jokingly said what if it’s BTS? Our light turn green and we passed Hayes street to go find parking but somehow we made a turn around the block and decided go down Hayes street to check out the venue and where the line for check in was (because once again I forgot check in was at the hotel) so as we passed by Hayes street there was that black bus, we saw earlier) (that we saw parked by the back entrance of the venue, and there were people (who looked like stylist and crew that work with BTS) standing outside and we began to freak out!!! (My cousin got a video of the bus as we passed by) and we were just freaking out and ranting that if we had not missed the turn the first time we could have seen BTS come out of the bus!!! (;0;)
My cousin,friends and I, decided to go walk to the venue around 4:45 because we couldn’t line up before 5pm but apparently when we got there, there was a line already. since we all had VIP passes we went to the other line that had the ppl with the wrist bands and walked down the line (that happened to wrap around the block) we got the corner though so it wasn’t too bad. And so as we waited fansites passed out cute stickers and postcards (I wanted my suga one because he was my bias and I was upset that I didn’t get any at the hotel but I was given one at the venue and I was so happy! Yay suga card!) As we are waiting in line someone posted the order of the autograph and it was V, Jin, Rap Monster, Jungkook, JIMIN, Suga, Jhope ( I was freaking out because Jungkook is my number 3 bias. JIMIN my second bias and Suga my number one bias in BTS and I was just not having it because of the line order! They were building it up for me! And I just aaaaaagh!!!!) Anyways we got to the entrance and we didn’t realize they would be right there right away, it wasn’t until I decided to throw away my gum at this trashcan located by the door entrance. I threw my gum away and as I turned around to go back in line, I noticed Rap Monster and I freaked and walked to my group and told them that they were right there!! so we went into shock and began to panic, because we didn’t know they were going to be so close right away! As we get closer my cousin began to freak out and wanted to link arms but instead I took hold of her hand and that’s how we walked to see them holding hands, so we were like a pair lol.
V
Was the first one and he looked up at us and we both said hi. I waved to him and he smiled and said “ hi! ” He looked between my cousin and I (because we were holding hands) and asked “Friends??” And I said “Yes” (because that’s the only vocabulary I had when I was with them. hi and yes only two words. Dear me) and then he nodded and said “Ahhh” V was wearing glasses and he was looking so cute! And his voice! Omg I was just dead, he has a nice voice! And he is just something
Jin
He was next and my cousin said he noticed that our hands were linked but I didn’t because I was waiting for him to look up to say hi. When he did I waved and said “Hi Jin!” And he looked at me, seemed like he tried to say something, got flustered, shook his head and looked down. I kept staring at his shoulders though! They were so wide! And he was so proper like, just like the prince/princes he is! (Inside I was eternally screaming and was like awwww my cinnamon roll Jin was shy and ah~)
Rap monster
After Jin was rap monster and my cousin once again said he noticed our hands but I was just waiting to have him look up so I could say hi to him properly. And when he did he looked at me and then smiled his dimple smile/smirk smile and raised like both his eyebrows! And said hi to me back. He was just so handsome and adorable and so leader like, I really wish I could have talked to him more (or had more vocabulary when speaking cause I literally froze/didn’t know what to say)
Jungkook
He was next and he looked up at my cousin and then me, signed the poster and looked up again and gave us his bunny smile! I was so happy he gave me his bunny smile and wasn’t being like the Jungkook he usually is in pictures or during concerts. He had his hair parted and his forehead was showing and he was the cute golden BunBun he is! I was just happy (by this time my heart was thumping because I had hit my bias list and anticipating suga. But what came next was just…..)
JIMIN
Chimx2, JIMIN. J I M I N!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I am so ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
JIMIN is beautiful and handsome and he is gorgeous and his skin is perfect and his hair parted like that and he was cute but then turned into the teasing/sultry JIMIN within less than a second. After Jungkook I went to JIMIN and as I moved toward him, he was looked up because he had just finish signing the poster in front of him. As he was looking down at the poster he was smiling as he looked up but once we made eye contact……. (ugh! Ahhhh! NOooo YOU DONT DO THIS TO ME!!!) his smile turned into a smirk and he FREAKING RAISED HIS ONE EYEBROW AT ME!!! And give me that intense look (right into my soul) type of state and I was DONE!!! I couldn’t I was just NOPE! He gave me butterflies and was just to attacked by that action that I just completely forgot Suga was next,MY NUMBER ONE BIAS!!! JIMIN made me ignore/not ou much attention to suga. (Kinda upset cause I wanted a suga moment but JIMIN I am ok with too)
Suga
Was after JIMIN but I was still trying to recover that my cousin told me that Suga said hi to us!!! And I missed it! And that Suga kept staring back from her to me (but I was to busy having the moment with JIMIN) and so I missed his hi. And went I went to stand I front of him (by this time the ladies were rushing us) and I didn’t want to move until he looked up and I said hi. When he did, he eyes did this thing and he just smiled (almost got the gummy smile) while I waved hi to him. He ha such nice skin and he is very pale and I was just wished I had more time or had a moment with him. ;0;
Jhope
I don’t have much to say about Jhope because he was looking down trying to sign when the lady kicked moved me out of the way so I couldn’t say anything to him!! I was a bit upset about it. But I got their poster and I was happy!
CONCERT
My cousin, friends and I entered the venue and went to our assigned seats. Whixh we got floor seats row A19,21,15,17 so we were on the left side of the stage and up close and personal. We were so happy about our seats, but did get mad when it became general admission for everyone (especially when we had to pay more for it) and even with the whole double seating too! I had a couple of friends who happen to go through that situation but they set them straight and they got their seats! (You go girls~) I mean it wasn’t fair for them or anyone who paid more and for assigned the double seating. Aside from that mess. The opening act was pretty cool, he kept coming to our side because we were pumped and because my group and I felt bad that most of us were there for BTS so to make him feel a bit better or like to show him we were enjoying the concert we danced and threw our hands and he came and sang to us a couple of times, he pointed to me as he sang(according to my friends and cousin). His songs were cool and it was good.
Now for the actual BTS concert, they played their intro which consisted of their latest album concept photos, and dope pictures. Got to say they picked the best pictures because every member was looking gorgeous and flawless. After the intro they come out and they perform to N.O. Being able to see them perform live and close up in person I wanted to almost cry! (I saw them at trb in l.a but we were VIP2 and standing in the back) I mean we saw them veery well from back there but it was something different seeing them up close, as they sang and moved their bodies and their facial expression, which V, JIMIN, and Suga! I swear to everything! V kept sticking his tongue out and there was a moment during I need you where he was facing our direction and I kept throwing heart signs and him and smiling and he shook his head so his hair would fall into place and as soon as the chorus part of I need you came he went hard! Like he got motivated and wanted to do his best! At the beginning (sorry I am going to be jumping around as I remember things) Jhope seemed really sad/serious and I was so worried that something happened and I looked at all the other memebers and they looked serious. Ur not like Jhope and I was just very worried but as time progressed he smiled and seemed to brighten up! I witness a moment when suga did something with his tongue as he danced and moved his hair out of the way and I just got a heart attack because I was still waiting for that Suga moment! And when he looked over here I threw him heart signs as well and called out his name and sand along when he had us sing his pet in I need you. JIMIN you! I was already done with you and swing you perform and do body rolls and just be the JIMIN you are in the computer upclose and live I was just not having it. Especially during Suga’s part in boy in love when they gather up to do the car/motorcycle part and he just stuck out his tongue. The way he dance and his movements and his voice! When he did the flip I was screaming and cheering him on! He did so well. Jhope I kept string at him too especially at the begging and then once in a while to see he was ok, his legs man! They are beautiful and he made my heart stop during the part of I need u when rap monster is rapping and they are in a line. He kind of jumps into splits and his shorts went up and his legs just pooped into view and I just was like well hello there mr. Hoseok’s legs nice to see you too! Jin was precious, like the cinnamon roll he is, Rap monster and his outfit, well honestly all their outfits! They were looking so nice in suits and shorts and pants and nice shirts and it was just so beautiful. Jungkook also kept staring at our side especially during I need you. Since he would be position there. One time he looked up and as we walked away to the other side of the stage he giggled like he remembers something and just try to shake it off (my cousin thinks it was something to do with us because we were holding hands and she swears they were talking about us backstage. Which I roll my eyes to, but let her believe) they did only perform about 4 songs, I need you, dope,N.o and boy in luv. (I was hopping for cypher but oh well) after the concert it was time for high touch
OK so we leave the venue to go outside so we could line up for high touch and Suga (wait why did I write Suga??? Omg) I mean hightouch and photo. They were letting those who only had the hightouch go first and then they let those with photos go in as well? I am not sure the last pet was a mess too and all VIP ppl were just waiting well everyone was waiting for instructions and what to do next and such and it was just very unorganized. In the end they changed the rules and instead of 10ppl in the photo it was 20-25 I was angry that it had to be so many ppl now we couldn’t even be with our bias. ;; (Suga) and at the last minute they had us go in 20-25 ppl at a time to do both the hi-touch and the group photo. So my group of friends, cousin and I needed up being the first of this Guinea pig experiment. My friend went first and I followed second my cousi was third. And the order of the high touch was Jhope, Suga, Rap monster, V, Jin, Jungkook, JIMIN (notice how JIMINS name is capitalized??? He ha been torturing me) I did try say thank you and you did great! Eat well! Thanks for coming but once again I was a loss of words
Jhope
He was first! Yay! And I took his whole view in because I missed him at the autograph portion. So let me tell you! He is so handsome and tall!!! I mean they’ll were! I am 5'4 and ¾ and I had to look up at all of them. I was like I though you would be at my eye level or a bit taller but most of them I had to look a bit up or tilt my head up. Anyways when I saw him I said “Jhope! Hi!!!” And waves both of my hands at him! He is legit. Y Ray of sunshine! He lit up when he saw me and smiled waving and just being the Angel he is! He is the only one I actually high fived ,tbh!
Suga
Was next and he was wearing a SnapBack! (My weakness!!! And I tell you all too through my tags if u read them.) he looked so nice and I was just once agin shock by him and what he was wearing and I could form proper words only hi. He smiled at me again and I saw it in his eyes like hey i remember you from earlier. But he seemed really tired too but he smiled and I was just happy I got to see his smile my heart beat so fast. So my hi touch with suga and the rest of the members weren’t high fives at all they were like handshakes as I held on to their thumb likely hand wrapped around their thumb and I shook it. (I mean they had their hand out to the side and that seemed more of like a possible way to hitouch??)
Rap monster
I don’t remember much after Suga until we get to JIMIN but that’s until JIMIN. But he smiled at me and HVE me that nod like hey it’s you from earlier. And he looked tired as well but he was doing his best
V
Was next he also smiled and gave me that nods/look like i remember you! And I shook his thumb as well
Jin
My cinnamon roll Jin seemed like he didn’t want to look at me cause he glanced up but then looked down like he was avoiding eye contact. Jin my prince! What did I do? Why were u being so shy? It was adorable to see you like that but I wanted to see your face and appreciate it! All I got to appreciate was ur hair, shoulders, and what u were wearing.
Jungkook
I don’t remember him at all tbh! I really don’t I don’t even know if I made eye contact with him or if I said anything to him or is there was even an interaction with him. Did I even touch his hand??? I really don’t know what happened, Jungkook is all a blur
JIMIN
WHY WAA HE LAST?!! Why did he have to be like that? I mean I am happy he was last because what happened next would have lasted as long as it had. After Jungkook I go up to JIMIN, his hand was held out so I also did the thumb grab at him but it seemed like time slowed down because we locked eyes, and stared at each other. It was such an intense stare off and I am sure he remember me from the autograph session because he DID THIS TO ME! We seriously just stared at each other, my heart began to beat so fast and I could see his expression become smug. Idk if we were having a staring contest to see who could break first but I am serious whe I said it was intense. Because I was still walking but staring at him. And my cousin said that she noticed it! She looked at JIMIN then back at me then back at JIMIN like what is happening between this two and was just smiling wide. While I was in this JIMIN zone! His state was just so I can’t describe it! Just intense and like he was looking into your soul, I am not sure how I looked either shock, attacked, scared idk but I was just…. It was just something and he made me feel butterflies and I just couldn’t handle. The only reason we broke away was because his manager got me and moved me so we could get the line moving
PHOTO GROUP
So this changed to the group photo. I tried to look back at everyone again (mostly JIMIN) but I couldn’t because we were all confused on how we were going to take the picture and so they began to move away from us so they could high five the others that were coming and they eventually went to the front as we tried to figure out how this group photo was going to happen. And so eventually they ended up going at the front and squatting down then it was the next ppl trying to squat as well and then my friends,cousin and I. I think I stood by rap mon and Suga, my bias that I wanted to take a pic with. But it wasn’t as intimate as I wanted it to be or like they said. And I was still recovering from JIMIN. After they took the photo the guys stood up and stood In front of us. I was lucky enough to hear Suga, and rap monster speak in Korean I think they were frustrated at how the photo was happening and the high touch. And the others just waved bye to us as they tried to figure out what was happening. They escorted us out. And we stood at the entrance for a while trying to take pictures and record and eventually we left about 20 mins later and went to go eat. We ended up eating Korean bbq. Very good!
Overall I had a great experience and interaction with BTS, especially JIMIN so much fan service I couldn’t handle!! I was at the end of the night debating if JIMIN had become my number one bias for today. But I am in denial, I am a Suga supporter and I want to stay but JIMIN!!! he was just a lot to handle and he just….. was just…… and I can’t even speak. He legit took the spotlight from suga and everyone in bts, especially suga. ;;
Other than the disorganization and frustration from tgm. Everything went swell on my part and I am happy I got to experience this moment!
And thank you all for reading my rant ^^
I’ll try to post vids and photos later. =) P.s I also blame my cousin and friend who kept telling me that JIMIN was going to flirt with me at highlight. I told them not to say that and that it wasn’t going to happen. I also blame US bts army fan club because they gave me the JIMIN packet for donating to them. I think that’s where it all started
seagull-97 (my cousin go follow~)
