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I'M REALLY GLAD I FOUND HER. SHE ISN'T MY NEP (SHE CAN'T BE) BUT I'M STILL GLAD WE GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER. I KNOW SHE HAS A THING FOR ME AND I WISH FOR THE LIFE OF ME I COULD GIVE HER EVERYTHING SHE WANTS. SHE'S A GOOD GIRL AND I JUST... I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE SHE DESERVES THE WHOLE SHITTY PACKAGE THAT IS KARKAT VANTAS. I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER. CLOSE FRIENDS, IF I CAN. MAYBE ONE OF THESE DAYS I CAN GET THE COURAGE TO HELP HER OUT AND GIVE HER A LITTLE MORE. MAYBE IF SHE REALIZES I'M NOT THAT GREAT IT WON'T HURT HER SO MUCH. BUT EVEN STILL... I'M GLAD I HAVE HER.














