#hikaposts

[hikashuma]

i am willing to bet theres gonna be an announcement for a switch animal crossing game like 70% into the treehouse live

[hikashuma]

honestly though i had two (two!!!) tutorials on how to read the assigned readings. we literally spent over two hours learing how to READ a PASSAGE that wasnt even really technical and in plain english

i mean most people in the room had english as a second language but this is university are u saying that no one knows how to fucking read

[hikashuma]

honestly i dont understand why people still shit on youtubers and other internet famous people for "not having a job" or "they literally earn money by playing video games all day" like. yeah. thats the point. thats their job. it's like how a chefs job is "cooking all day" and an atheletes job is "running all day" or a teachers job is "talking all day". thats literally their job description.

theres nothing wrong about earning money through doing what you like, like painters, or dancers, or actors. youtubers arent that much different, the only difference is that most of them work from home or in a studio. thats it. and all the assholes saying that theyre cheap and earn money by lazing on a couch and playing video games or something should try making a lets play series of their own. its not as easy as it sounds.

[hikashuma]

but yo here's some more q's for you if you want; 23 - 25 and 28?

YOU ACTUALLY DID IT, U ABSOLUTE MADMAN i will answer right away

again, sorry for no formatting

23. oh i havent actually joined one before (again, im not out irl so i wouldnt want someone walking in on me on those sites) but i think theyre ok? a safe space for people of the community to talk and discuss and ofc even find dates? a great idea. i dont know much about what problems might occur from discrimination within the community on those platforms though, so i dont think i have much right to say much more.

24. im fine with it, but i do understand why some people arent. i mean, the word queer in itself is a pretty neutral adjective but still sounds negative, and since its “reclaimed” it might be iffy for those who were called that before. i think the word is used quite widely in the japanese lgbt community too tho and they say “yes were different, but theres nothing wrong with that” and honestly thats what i think too

25. Bad. also being lgbt is being ungrateful to your parents who birthed you expecting that gender/sexuality. it fucking sucks. actually the younger generation tend to be more open minded but still. gay is an insult, girly is an insult, tomboy=gay, etc etc. not that good. also laws about gay marriage and related matters are ignored because the government has “more important matters to deal with first”. sure, my basic human rights arent an important matter at all lmao

28. hm. i havent actually gotten any annoying questions, mostly bc only a few people know irl and theyre all nice about it and/are lgbt themselves. so nothing, really! although just imagining the question “so are u gay or not” just GETS ON MY NERVES so i guess theres that

[hikashuma]

2 - 3 - 11 and 26 for the LGBT ask meme?

oh gosh oh gosh i actually got an ask for one of these!! its been a while!! thanks a lot

warning: im on mobile. that means no formatting

2. Female. I think I’m most likely cis. I have Thought about being nonbinary but i think female suits me more. What a boring answer lmao but it tru

3. ok this is tough bc im not sure myself? when i was in like primary 6 i thought maybe i was a lesbian?

I guess somewhere after secondary 3 i found out that bisexuality was a thing that existed and so tried identifying as bi, and by secondary 5 or so i was pretty damn sure. so its a relatively new thing, being bi. not sure how to come out tho only like 2 people i know irl know im bi and theres one who knows i like girls but not the bi part

11. HOO BOY this is really stupid but

she was a girl i knew in primary. shes real cute (even cuter now shes SO CUTE) and really good at drawing and likes pastels and i really looked up to her (i was a SHIT artist haha) and she was really chill. we became friends and stuff but the crush thing didnt really set in until graduation was coming.

so our class was going to perform a dance and everyone needed a partner to dance with, and surprise, i got her. for SOME reason my heart was beating real fast and i couldnt stop thinking about holding her hands while dancing and i was like. shit. do i like this girl or am i just excited bc i get to be her friend (both)anyway the crush and i went to the same middle school but in different classes so being the socially awkward trash i am i didnt talk with her for 3 (three) years. fml. The feelings waned over time but it still kind of ached when i saw her work posted out or heard her name hahaha…

we got in the same class finally in secondary 4 but by then the “really chill girl i wanna be friends with” feeling took over the crush feeling so i got over her officially and we became friends. shes still cute tho and sometimes i still make weird noises in my head when i see like a selfie or something on insta. so yeah thats my first crush

26. ok heres an honest answer: i dont know that many celebrities in general let alone lgbt ones so i dont have one. BUT if we count internet personalities……. theres tomie, a japanese lper whos a gay man. he’s on openrec now i think and i havent watched him recently but hes so Open about it like his first lp was an otome game where he squealed over the cute boys and honestly? goals. wish i could do that with eroge or galgames lmaooo i cant i dont have the Guts

Thanks so much for the ask!!! honestly i’d love to answer All of Them (except the ones about outing/the ones that assume that ur out. cause im not out irl) so feel free to hit me with more questions!!!!

[hikashuma]

also that post reminded me of a gay japanese lper called tomie who was harrassed for being gay and ignored by niconico when he asked for help so🤷‍♂️i feel so bad for him but he's fine now on openrec and also is happy with his boyfriend it seems so its ok

[hikashuma]

Honestly I've watched jimmy and brutalmoose for years and when I found out they were openly gay I legitimately cried like oh my god my fav content creators are lgbt this is the greatest day my gay ass could've wished for

same tbh???? i dont know how i had no idea up till this moment but i’m sO HAPPY like wow… this guy way cool already but he’s also gay whaaaaaaaaa my bi ass is very happy

[hikashuma]

subject colours bc im really invested in that english is yellow chinese is red math is green liberal studies is orange economics is blue but also whatever bc there were way too many notes so i ran out of folders history is brown and english literature is light blue