#himmanon

[incorrectdiru]

MWHAHA HAHAH.. THAT PICTURE.. IT'S SO TRUE 😂😂😂... But damn... Die was on fire today.. In comparison with Toshiya yesterday (I was dead..utterly.. Death.. Broken.. Sobbing.. Weeping and devastated.. So many emotions) and Kaoru (Bruhh he killed us, and gave me sooo many feels only for Toshi to kick us even harder😂) i am quite energetic and happy, towards the end it got harder but.. I'll live for today.. Curious for Shinya.. And Kyo,, boiii.. Why do I feel dead already?! 😅😂 - Himmanon

Like this? 😅

[incorrectdiru]

You're right in your latest tags.. It's kinda sad and pathetic people react in such ways.. - Himmanon

Oh hi Himmanon, glad to see you around! You got me wrong, different people have different perceptions of the celebrities and the ways they treat them change. I get that. I respect that. What I was trying to point out is we're not able to tolerate each other. For example one of us points out their opinion on something, then suddenly people who disagree with them try to step on them. Or some people get aroused by certain images or the way members move, but they instantly get hate for what they feel because god knows why (and seriously do these ppl think such stage actions are the way members naturally act? do they really? ofc they are aware it's going to bring out sth in fans when they grope themselves). And this is not going to change any soon because we are like hundred people fandom, cycle blogging eachother, and we can't divide into little groups for us to ignore the fans we don't like. It's kinda sad.

[incorrectdiru]

I'll take it as it is, not a fun story to share I bet but one where you grew stronger because of said event. Thank you for sharing something so personal🥺 Sadly, I know what it's like, where there seem to be a thousand people who should (yes, they should normally) be able to help you, but they turn away. My childhood at parents home, yeah.. Not fun😶 I think I get what you said about Diru, they make you feel 'less alone' in a way, but also can empower you! Im sorry it happened to you 😞-Himmanon

I'm not uncomfortable with sharing, it made me a better person after all like you said!! Thanks for your support anyway ✨ I'm sorry you went through same kind of shit too, I hope you're doing alright! As for diru, I guess they spark similar feeling among the fans, I think we're all related in terms of perceiving their works.

[incorrectdiru]

And I welcome you back how shitty it is or how shitty you be feeling.. - Himmanon

ahh thanks for the unconditional welcome himmanon!

[incorrectdiru]

Aaah.. Okay okay.. It's sad indeed.. And don't worry I've been checking your blog still, just work is pretty crazy here now and don't always got the time 😩 -Himmanon

Ah I hope things turn back to their own pace soon , Himmanon, both for your work and everyday life ✨

[incorrectdiru]

HIMMANON.. TROUBLE SEEKER, PRESENT! 🤣🙋‍♀️.... - Himmanon

Agh....🤦

[incorrectdiru]

I couldn't see MUCC, because this thing called 'work' had to interact with my media attention 😂.. And yeah, I want another DIRENGREY5DAYS, ASAP👁️👄👁️.. Also, thank you for your discretion 😘... Aaannddd I totally have to admit I am like Kyo in your 'party post', hahah.. I only go to parties if I know shit will happen or if certain people go that I know and they will cause some shit🤣... 😘😘 - Himmanon

Ah really??!! Don't be a trouble seeker Himmanon!! Tho if i had to choose between regular and bloodshed parties, the latter would come first 👀 😁

[incorrectdiru]

I have a thing against social media.. I don't own any of it.. For reasons I can't mention if you're gonna put it in your blog😅 I could send it in another aks, but then you'd have to keep it private for yourself,, but thank you for asking something ^^ - Himmanon

Well, you still enjoy hanging out with us here, don't you? And ofc I respect your decision, you don't have to explain anything if you're not comfortable with sharing 🤗