#hiostar

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thinking abt your mutual friends teasingly asking you abt your sex life with hiori and feeling your cheeks heat up bc his hand that was around your waist slips inside your shirt a little before tugging you closer to his side. he laughs and answers for you that it’s really not anyones business

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guys be honest do y’all think hiori would still want me with my raccoon eyes

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and hiori asks me to repeat it with a hum and nods along and encourages me through it with the fondest smile (its actually so evil)

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STARRY, would you be willing to tell the people about your first date with hiori? 🎤

I CAN FINALLY ANSWER THIS AFTER ALL THE BRAINSTORMING I DID TODAY!!!! >:3c

OKAY SO!!!!! me and hiori actually ended up going to an arcade for our first date!!! he wanted to do something fun without stressing me too much abt my performance (masking my most hated) and thought of this. i hadn't been to one in years and was still a little nervous bc hiori was the more experienced gamer here, obviously, but decided to say yes anyway since i could tell he'd been trying to be thoughtful abt it.

after a few rounds of different games, i was able to loosen up and start having fun and hiori was very surprised (and pleased) to see that i have a very competitive side. anddd i lost to him in almost all of them from shooting to pinball to the gambling wheel etc asgfdjgfdjf. BUT MY CROWNING ACHIEVEMENT WAS AT THE AIR HOCKEY TABLE!!! i've always been good at it and it was a close game (i was rusty leave me alone), but i won all the matches we played >:3

hiori was impressed and wanted to show off in return by winning me a plush from the claw machine. i'd scoffed and told him that those things are always rigged and he just smiled and said bet. ten minutes later i had a giant baby blue sheep plush in my hands and my lips were sealed lmaooo. we also ended up taking pictures at the photo booth!! hiori ends up placing his strip in the back of his phone case and i have mine turned into a keychain :333

i think my favorite part of the date was when hiori also loosened up around me and started acting more casual since he'd been incredibly polite the whole time before this. hioris favorite part was getting to see me get so competitive lol, but also to see me having fun without any reservations abt how i was coming off to anyone else. we were both able to break the ice that was still there even after he'd told me he liked me and remember our first date fondly.

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early hiostar is hiori unconsiously kicking me down with his nonchalantness and me collapsing on the ground before getting up again on wobbly legs like "i'm fine :'3"

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hiostar fluff but whenever my hair starts peeking out from my scarf throughout the day, hiori gently grabs my face and tucks all of the baby hairs back in place for me

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hiori watches me pace around the room airing out all my grievances abt my friends secretly hating me. and calmly rebuts every single overthinking thought i throw out before snagging my waist and putting me over his lap. grabs my face and tells me that im loved and that im not messing it up and that ppl like me and don’t simply tolerate me

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starry! daring you to tell me a little more about your lesser known selfships 🫵

dare accepted :333 OKAY OKAY SO!!! I'll just talk abt my blue lock selfships bc any more than that and this will be an incredibly long essay and no one wants to hear me yap that much asgfdfjdjdf. But yeah, I cradle Nagi, Ness, Hiori, and Karasu very dear and close to my chest <333

Nagi and I are complete cuddle bugs. Extremelyyyy clingy with each other, I fear we ARE that couple you see in public that's just all over each other (not like sexually tho but he does sneak his hands in my back pockets sometimes and I jump every time :/). I'm forced to become the extrovert between the two of us bc Nagi just doesn't care much unless it's about me or soccer asdsgdffgd. His bedrotting cancels mine out and I'm the one dragging the both of us to do stuff asfdjfdf. He is an avid texter tho!!! Texts me back immediately, I'm never left on read :'3 In my head, Nagi becomes more proactive after getting into a relationship, so basic chores that he found to be a pain before, getting up, going to practice, etc, just, aren't anymore. He's more motivated to do them bc you're counting on him and no ones ever really had faith in him for anything before so he wants to live up to your expectations yknow? He loves doing random things around the house with me like the dishes, laundry, etc bc when we do it together it's fun and he's content with watching me giggle as I sneakily throw another shirt in his pile of clothes to fold adsjfdfgdjgf

Ness and I <3333 We are very much "i love you (me)" x "i love you more (ness)" and then I tackle him when he starts to win asdsjdsf. He's very adamant on not letting me do anything and pours in 1000% of himself into the relationship and while I adore him for that, I have to talk to him abt how letting our love grow slowly isn't a bad thing; that we can take our time. We're very much going around trying new things to eat outside and swinging hands down the street. At home, we love sitting crisscross on the bed and yapping away for hours abt our hyperfixations and special interests. We take turns coaxing it out of each other bc we both think we're talking too much and love listening to the other talk when they get that gleam in their eyes. I'm a huge hugger, so I'm embracing him as soon as he gets back from practice and he's a little startled by it every time but soon his arms are automatically opening up for me as soon as I get home. I can get into my own head a lot, so the way he loves me by doing things to show me how much he cares, like just holding me, making calls for me, doing chores that I've been stressing abt, etc really helps. He coaxes me back to him slowly and I love him so much for it <3333

HIORI!!!! I'm still turning mini figures of us around my mind palace BUT we are a very chill couple. Hyper gf x Indulgent bf vibes. I can get very loud and excited abt the things that I like and I know this so I try to reign it in, but he likes seeing the wide range of expressions that I have (I can also be very moody lmaosgfdsgfjd), so he never minds and encourages me to be open with him. I am not a gamer. I need to make that very clear asfgdjgfdjg. I haven't played any kind of video game since I was like 9, so I have no knowledge abt those kinds of things and I'm not very interested in playing them in general. I'm very nervous abt telling him this and feel bad every time he offers his controller to play with him, but he eventually figures it out and just; drags me onto his lap on the chair, wraps his arms around me over to the keyboard, and kisses my cheek; tells me that its fine and that he doesn't care if I don't play, he just wants to spend time with me :'33 After that, I always join him on his lap when he games and we talk abt random things or I ask him questions abt the game he's currently playing or I just keep myself busy on my phone as we exchange occasional kisses <333 The way I love him on him over the little things like the face he makes when he's losing in a game, the routines he has before matches, the snacks and drinks he likes, etc, have him letting his guard down around me over time and basking in the constant show of adoration bc he's learning that I love him for him. He really helps me with my anxiety by being very honest and straightforward with everything he's feeling and thinking at any given time too!!

Karasu, the loser for last (<33). This is still a very tentative selfship bc like, I'm convinced that he would see me as very boring lmao. And I'm still trying to wrack my brain for how I even catch his attention in the first place asfgdjgdg. But once we do end up in a relationship, ohhhh man the teasing is insane. He's constantly messing with me for the longest time and I'm just a flustered mess for all of it bc I'm very self-conscious of the line between being mean and teasing (I can be very blunt when I don't mean to so I try very hard to not tease unless we're very close). But once he gets me comfortable I'm constantlyyyyy ragging on him and making fun of him asfdfjdfjdjf. My constant physical affection would have him turning into mush and that is the goal <3333 I also help him feel good abt himself as he is; even if he never shares his self-doubts with me, I notice and do my best to make sure I show him that I admire him for the things only he can do and love him for being him and no one else. He's also very grounding for me and makes sure I stay on track and organized in life. I feel bad when I finally notice and try doing my own things better so that he doesn't have to help me with them but he's just like "??????" "are ya mad at me or somethin'???" "why're ya pulling away from me???? :(((" And then when I explain why, he just rolls his eyes and is like "this is what relationships are about stupid, ya help me with things I can't do by myself and I help ya." We are very much the silly (floating) gf x silly (rock) bf couple asfgdjfdjfd