Otsukaresamadeshita, Alice Nine.'s First Online Fanmeeting!✨ July 17th, 2021 is officially one of the most important dates in my life that I can never forget 🥺😭 I'd love to cover the event as a whole, but SN_Alternative on Twitter had done it so please kindly read the report here.
I will try to talk about 1 on 1 session that lasted for 2 mins with Hiroto. Notes: I'm still a wreck after talking directly to him and forgive me for blabbering 😭😥
Originally had written down everything I want to tell him and I told the committee that I wouldn't need translator and would try my best to speak Japanese.
"It's really you, Hiroto!" was the very first sentence spitted out from my mouth and HELLA EMBARRASSING, NANA WTF WERE YOU THINKING OFC IT'S REALLY HIROTO😭
According to my notes, I was supposed to ask "How are you and Mogu?" to Hiroto...but as soon as I finished introducing myself, Hiroto said, "Hey, Nana! I love your covers and they are wonderful!" with a pair of his sparkly dreamy beautiful eyes and the most beautiful smile ever. (IT'S NOT EVEN A FANFIC, Y'ALL)
🥴🥴🥴
I was screaming internally and only laughed awkwardly, trying my best not to scream for good. I told him how I initially planned not to join the fan meeting because I had so many things to worry about but then again, I decided to come and he looked so happy. He gave me two thumbs up and smiled so brightly.
Hiroto repeatedly praised my covers, making me realize that he really does remember me 🥺😭
He said I made wonderful sound with my music, so I shall not stop because he's looking forward for more! I told him, "I wanted to sing Hoshifuru Yoru ni wa Kimi wo Omou for you today,"
Hiroto be like, "Oh!" 😯
"But there is time limit, so I don't think it's possible."
Hiroto replied, "It's okay. It's not a good time for singing anyways."
As the session continued, I saw the timekeeper reminded me that I only had 30 seconds left so, I asked him question, "I read somewhere that you love NINE INCH NAILS band. Is that true?"
In the background, Nao sneezed so loud 😂😂😂
Hiroto whispered, "Why Nao is being so loud since then? I'm sorry, could you repeat your question?"
I giggled so much, I stuttered when pronouncing NINE INCH NAILS. But Hiroto finally caught my question and his face glowed. "Ah, NINE INCH NAILS! Yes, I really love them!"
I wanted to say that I listened some of them but Hiroto seemed to want to say something, too, we ended up both being silent😂
I said thank you and thank you so many times for his support, for loving my covers, for the advice he had given me whenever I need them, Hiroto replied, "Ah, no, no, it's my pleasure. You made wonderful music and please continue doing it! Next time you attend our lives in Japan, let's have some jam session!(I'm not sure about this part because I was overwhelmed)"
MY INTERNAL SCREAMING GETTING LOUDER.
My time was up and in the end, I kept saying thank you and how thankful I was for the opportunity to talk to him personally and thanked him for everything he has done to me until now 🥺😭
We said goodbye and HE OUT OF NOWHERE BLEW ME A KISS BYE I CHOKED HARD!!!!! 😭😭😭
My screen then went black as I was being returned to the waiting room. I muted my mic and stopped my video then I screamed on the top of my lungs, squeezing and rocking my sister's body.
My sanity is nowhere to be found...every time I close my eyes, I can see his smile and the way he called my name so happily....
I can die happy now 😭
The end.
