I hope that in shift 4, BB will gentlemanly offer his arm and we will have the opportunity to feel and squeeze his muscles with our own hand and maybe even bite hi- OMG WHO SAID THAT

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I hope that in shift 4, BB will gentlemanly offer his arm and we will have the opportunity to feel and squeeze his muscles with our own hand and maybe even bite hi- OMG WHO SAID THAT
On this day
June DWC 2026 Day 7 - Horrify, Render
TW: Death
Years had passed since the night of the sparrow. Zenithal was no longer a frightened child staring at a terrible miracle in the moonlight. He was older now, more knowledgeable, and far more dangerous because of it. His parents had taught him a great deal about death and the forces that surrounded it, but there were still subjects they refused to heavily discuss beyond a firm warning. Resurrection sat at the top of that list.
The prohibition only made it more fascinating. Every time he asked why it was forbidden, he received some variation of the same answer. He wasn't ready, he didn't understand enough, some boundaries existed for a reason. None of those explanations satisfied him, and if anything, they convinced him there was something important hidden behind the refusal. Zenith had spent years studying, practicing, and refining his abilities, and at fifteen, he no longer believed he was the child who had animated a sparrow by accident.
One autumn evening, when both his parents were away for the night, he slipped quietly from his room and made his way next door. The funeral parlor sat silent in the darkness, the familiar halls illuminated only by moonlight filtering through the windows. He knew every corner of the building because he had grown up there. It was the family business, so the preparation room and the morgue held no fear for him. At least not anymore.
The cold greeted him as he entered the lower level. Along one wall sat the rows of refrigerated mortuary cabinets used to store the dead before preparation. Zenith paused in front of one of the drawers, resting his hand against the metal handle. The man inside had died suddenly only two days earlier. No violence or prolonged illness. Alive one day, gone the next.
He stood there for several moments before pulling the drawer open. The body slid forward with a soft metallic sound, revealing a man who appeared to be middle-aged. His features were peaceful enough, and there were no obvious injuries. Looking at him, it was easy to imagine he was merely asleep.
A part of Zenith knew he should close the drawer and leave, but another part reminded him that opportunities to test his theories rarely presented themselves so conveniently. Curiosity had been winning that argument for months. If his parents were right, he would finally understand why. If they were wrong, he would prove it.
The process was nothing like what had happened with the sparrow years ago. There was no accidental instinct guiding him now. Every movement was deliberate, and every word chosen with care. He reached toward the body and focused on everything he had learned over the years. The room seemed to grow unnaturally still as the cold and invasive sensation settled over him, drawing at something unseen beneath the surface of the world.
The moment he truly committed to the process, he felt the magic respond. The cold spread through his arms and settled deep within his chest, far stronger than anything he had experienced before. It felt as though something was being pulled from him as much as it was flowing through him. Sweat gathered along his brow despite the chill of the morgue, and a dull ache began to form behind his eyes. He ignored it. Powerful magic always demanded something from the practitioner. That was simply part of the discipline.
For a long moment, nothing happened. Then the man's fingers twitched against the drawer. Zenith's pulse quickened as a shallow breath followed, then another. The man's chest rose steadily, and before long his eyes opened.
Excitement surged through Zenith so suddenly that he nearly stumbled backward. He had done it. Against every warning and every prohibition, he had succeeded. The man blinked several times, his gaze wandering across the ceiling before eventually settling on Zenith. For a few brief moments, he looked confused.
"Do you know who you are?" Zenith asked.
The answer came immediately. The man gave his name, even his wife’s and daughter’s names. He named the business he owned and the street where he lived. Every answer was correct and coherent. With each response, Zenith felt his confidence growing. He had expected confusion, gaps in memory, perhaps signs that something had been lost. Instead, everything appeared intact.
Then, the man fell silent. His eyes shifted past Zenith's shoulder and fixated on something that wasn't there. The confusion vanished so quickly it was almost unsettling. What replaced it was something far worse.
Fear.
Not ordinary fear. This was the look of someone who had seen something so terrible that merely remembering it threatened to break them. That expression alone was enough to horrify Zenith more than anything he had witnessed in his studies.
The color drained from the man’s face, his breathing quickened, and his entire body began to tremble. "No." The word was but a faint whisper. His gaze darted around the room wildly before returning to Zenith. "No. No. No."
Zenith felt a knot form in his stomach. The excitement that had filled him moments earlier began to evaporate. He stepped closer, intending to calm the man, but the moment he entered arm’s reach, a hand shot forward and seized the front of his shirt. The strength behind the grip startled him.
"Why did you do that?" The man's voice cracked as tears gathered in his eyes. "Why did you bring me back?"
For a moment, Zenith could only stare. He had imagined countless reactions to success. Gratitude, relief, maybe even confusion. Never this.
"I was gone." The man's entire body shook. "I was gone!"
A sharp pain shot through Zenith's skull, forcing him to brace himself against the edge of the cabinet. His vision blurred for a moment before slowly clearing. The effort of maintaining the resurrection was becoming increasingly apparent. Every breath the man took seemed to pull something from him in return. Was it supposed to feel like this?
The man's eyes remained fixed on him. "I wasn't supposed to come back." His voice was growing weaker now, but the terror within it had not diminished. "It was over." The words broke apart as he spoke them. "It was finally over."
Whatever memories had returned with him, whatever experience lay beyond death, Zenith wanted no part of it. The man's dread-filled expression was more than enough. He looked like someone standing before an open abyss. Not because he feared death, but because he had already crossed into it and been dragged back against his will.
For the first time that night, genuine doubt pierced through Zenith's confidence. He realized he had never truly considered what resurrection might feel like for the person being resurrected. He had approached the entire problem from his own curiosity and desire to know whether it could be done. The man inside the drawer had never been part of the equation.
Maintaining the connection became increasingly difficult. Every breath the man drew seemed to drain Zenith further. His muscles felt heavy, and his heart hammered against his ribs despite standing still. The room swayed around him, and his hands trembled from more than nerves. Years of study had taught him that necromancy carried a cost, but knowing that fact and experiencing it were very different things. Maybe he was still too young and inexperienced.
The realization settled heavily in his chest. He could render a body functional and restore movement, breath, and speech. But whatever made a person truly belong among the living seemed far more complicated than he had imagined. The difference between life and animation suddenly felt far greater than it had when he first looked upon that sparrow years ago.
The man's grip gradually loosened and his breathing slowed. The terror in his eyes remained until the very end. Then, little by little, the unnatural force holding him together began to unravel. Moments later his chest stilled, his eyes closed, and he became a corpse once more.
By then, Zenith's own legs were trembling. A deep exhaustion had settled into his bones, and every breath felt shallow and strained. He gripped the edge of the mortuary drawer to keep himself upright, staring at the body as the room slowly stopped spinning around him.
The silence that followed felt far heavier than any lecture his parents could have given him. Zenith remained there for a long time, replaying every moment in his mind. The victory he had imagined felt hollow now. He had achieved exactly what he set out to do, yet all he felt was unease.
As dawn approached, he finally pushed the drawer closed. The metallic sound echoed through the room, followed by an uncomfortable stillness. Looking at the man, he had found one answer. Looking down at his own shaking hands and feeling the lingering drain within himself, he found another. Some questions carried costs far greater than curiosity could justify.
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August DWC 2026 Day 4 - Burden, Support
Immediate follow-up to this story!
((tl:dr summary of previous story: When ten-year-old Veilos witnesses an abusive client attack his mother Maira and Zynia at Rose Manor, he is forced into a desperate confrontation despite being powerless to stop the violence himself. After taking a dagger wound meant for his mother, his fear and rage awaken a frightening form of mind magic, allowing him to command the attacker against his will and ultimately cause his death.))
When they returned from the emergency room, Veilos was quiet. The bandages around his arm were clean, the wound had been treated, and the worst of the pain had been dulled to something manageable. The man's body had been taken away, and the broken room at Rose Manor had been cleaned enough that no evidence of what happened remained. But Veilos could still see everything when he closed his eyes. That man’s hands around his mother’s throat, Zynia with the bat, the dagger entering his arm, and finally the sound of his own voice.
That night, he said nothing. Maira tried to coax a few words from him, asking if he was hungry, if his arm hurt, if he wanted something to drink, but Veilos only shook his head or pointed. When she asked him if he wanted to talk about what happened, his eyes immediately dropped to the floor. He was afraid to open his mouth, afraid that something might happen again if he did.
The silence continued the next morning, and the morning after that. At first, Maira assumed it was shock. Children could become quiet after frightening things, and Veilos had certainly experienced more than enough for one night. But as days turned into weeks, she began to realize this was something different. He had made a choice, however young and frightened he was, and he seemed determined to keep it.
Veilos learned that silence was safe. If he didn't speak, he couldn't tell anyone what to do. He couldn't make someone pick something up, couldn't make them hurt themselves, couldn't make them obey a command they never would have chosen on their own. Whenever someone asked him to speak, his shoulders would tense and his eyes would dart away, as though the very request frightened him. The memory of that night remained painfully vivid, particularly the look on the man's face when he had obeyed. Veilos didn't understand what had happened to him, only that his voice had somehow reached inside another person and taken hold.
So he stopped using it.
Maira adapted first. She learned the meaning behind his gestures and the subtle expressions that crossed his face when he wanted something. She learned that two taps of his fingers against the table meant he wanted something to drink, and that pointing toward the kitchen followed by a glance at her usually meant he was hungry. She stopped asking him to speak unless she absolutely needed to.
The people at Rose Manor adapted too. Nobody treated him as strange, and nobody demanded explanations. He was still Maira's boy, still the little shadow who occasionally wandered through the halls, still the child who sometimes fell asleep in a chair while waiting for his mother to finish working. The silence simply became another part of him.
Zynia was perhaps the easiest about it, she never pressured him at all. She continued talking to him as though he were answering, filling the quiet with gossip, terrible jokes, stories about her clients, complaints about the weather, and whatever else happened to cross her mind. Sometimes she would sit beside him and talk for nearly an hour without receiving a single response, then get up as though they'd had a perfectly normal conversation. Every so often, she would offer him one of her cinnamon candies and Veilos always took it.
The first few months were the hardest. Every time he thought about speaking, his mind returned to that night. Sometimes he would open his mouth and then close it again, frightened by the possibility of what might happen. Once, Maira found him standing in front of the mirror with his lips parted, staring at his own reflection as though he didn't recognize the person who lived behind them.
By the time winter gave way to spring, everyone had stopped asking when he would start talking again. By summer, he had become so accustomed to communicating without words that speaking felt almost foreign. He could go an entire day without making a sound and not even notice.
The question remained. He thought about it constantly. Did I kill him?
Sometimes he wondered if the man would have died anyway. Sometimes he wondered whether someone else would have stopped him. Sometimes he wondered whether he could have told him to drop the glass, run away, or simply leave them alone. Other times, he wondered whether he had done exactly what he had needed to do. Those thoughts frightened him most of all. Because if he had done the right thing, what did that mean about the part of him that had been capable of doing it?
Nearly a year passed before Veilos spoke again. It happened on an ordinary night, which somehow made it more significant. There was no emergency, no shouting, no broken glass. The house was quiet with most everyone asleep, and Maira was finishing some work at the kitchen table when she noticed Veilos sitting across from her.
He looked older. He was still a child, still small enough that his feet didn't quite reach the floor from the chair, but there was something harder in his expression now. He had spent an entire year thinking about what he wanted to say. Veilos swallowed, his throat working as though the words themselves had become difficult to push through. His voice came out quiet and rough from disuse. “Mom?”
The single word was so soft that Maira almost thought she had imagined it. Her hand froze above the table. She looked at him, and her expression softened immediately. “I'm here, sweetheart.”
Veilos looked down at his hands. His fingers twisted together in his lap, and he took a slow breath. He had rehearsed these words so many times that he knew exactly what he wanted to ask, but saying them aloud felt dangerous. “When I told him to pick up the glass...he did what I said. When I told him to stab himself...” His eyes lifted briefly toward hers before falling again. “He did that too.”
Maira's heart tightened.
Veilos took another breath. “Did I kill him?”
The question hung between them. Maira didn't immediately answer. She knew better than to tell him something easy simply because it would make him feel better. He deserved the truth, even if the truth was complicated. She reached across the table and took both of his hands in hers. “You stopped him from killing me. You were hurt and frightened. You saw someone you loved in danger, and you did whatever you could to make it stop.”
Veilos swallowed hard. “But I made him do it.”
“Yes,” Maira admitted quietly. “You did.”
His eyes immediately filled with tears. Maira squeezed his hands. “That doesn't make you a bad person, Veil. It means something happened that none of us understood, and we need to learn what it was. You didn't wake up that morning wanting to hurt someone. You didn't go looking for a reason to use whatever this is.” She touched his cheek, “You were trying to save me.”
“What if I do it again?”
“Then we learn how to make sure you don't.”
Veilos stared at her for a long time. “What if I can't?”
“Then you won't figure it out alone.”
His expression finally broke, and he leaned forward until his forehead rested against her shoulder. Maira wrapped both arms around him and held him tightly. She didn't tell him that everything would be fine, because neither of them knew that yet. She simply stayed there, reminding him without words that whatever had happened that night, he wasn't going to have to carry the burden by himself.
A few moments later, there was a soft creak from the doorway. Zynia stood there, having apparently woken when she heard Veilos' voice. She didn't say anything at first. She simply watched the two of them for a moment before quietly crossing the kitchen. She reached into the pocket of her robe and placed a familiar cinnamon candy on the table.
Veilos lifted his head.
Zynia smiled faintly. “Figured you might need one.”
His eyes remained wet, but the smallest smile appeared on his face. He picked up the candy and turned it over between his fingers. Then, after a moment's hesitation, he quietly unwrapped it. It was only one word that came next, “Thanks.”
Zynia's smile widened and Maira closed her eyes for just a moment, letting herself breathe. After a year of silence, Veilos had found his voice again. This time, he was going to learn how to use it carefully, with people beside him who would support him while he learned.
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I really want to see how the horror of inescapability of the past is played in Kuras' route
His Past
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Fandoms: Marvel, MCU
Summary: You watch a movie with Bucky, but you can tell that he's holding something back from you.
Warnings: Allusions to Bucky's past and the pasts of all the Avengers, sad Bucky
FEBRUARY DWC 2024 DAY 6 - FEELINGS
tw: hospital, mentions of child death, death, wounds
~YEARS AGO~
“I’m sorry, but your entire family did not survive the attack.”
“My son?”
“I’m so sorry…” The Doctor looked a mixture of heartbroken and anxious. Telling someone they are the sole survivor of a massacre was something no one wanted to do, but it had to be done. Ouro had finally come out of his coma and he had questions he needed to be answered.
“So, no.” His voice was still scratchy from having tubes shoved down his throat, and he felt like, well, like he had been shot in the head, the shoulder, and the thigh. There were plenty of drugs to help with the pain, but something still felt very off.
“Do you need someone to talk to right now?”
“No, I’m fine. Just go.”
It wasn’t until the Doctor had left that he realized he was actually fine. Where there should have been anger or sadness tightening his chest and overwhelming his mind, there was nothing. He felt nothing. The lack of reaction made him want to be frustrated and scream, but he didn’t feel the need to do that either. He had been told that the gunshot wound to his head may have changed some things for him and there would be more tests to come later. Perhaps this was a part of that? Or perhaps it was just the drugs keeping him from feeling any worse, but surely he should be feeling something right now. He could go through the motions of being upset; yelling, throwing things, sobbing, but it would have all been forced. Instead he laid there quietly, staring up at the ceiling. The only thing he felt currently, was thirsty.
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