sometimes i feel bad for not liking phil's content because he's trying to keep the phandom alive and he's giving us videos but I just... can't vibe with it. I am not entertained. Again, i feel bad and ungrateful and I really tried to be excited but..uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.
ohh i wish you didn’t feel bad about it, it’s content and it depends on preferences, mood and a lot of other things. there’s no a thing that everyone would like and Phil understands it. losing interest in a specific content is okay too, it may return back sometime, but if you don’t feel it now i don’t think that pushing yourself will be good for you (or anyone else in the same situation). if you’re not entertained then..you’re not, it’s not like you can do something about it. even if phandom usually could hype things up i don’t think it could work now for obvious reasons. and Phil doesn’t really hype anything himself.
i know the feeling and it sucks, it’s like you’re slowly losing something you loved so much even if it’s physically still there, it just doesn’t feel like yours anymore. i hope things change soon and we will have something that we’re used to. big hugs <3
