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[bizarrebarbie]

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[drunkandsexy]

you’re supposed to be here with me

[vamp-ari]

Sorry for the lack of new stuff yall I'm finishing an intership and will soon go on vacation ✌️

have some ocs being silly

[moonlightstrawberries]

heeeyy guyss!!! 🍓🪽

sw: 108lbs

cw: 95lbs

gw: 90lbs

5'4

18!!!!

always looking for moots ^^

psa: never promoting unhealty behaviors or habits, just trying to find community

[lanadelreyhowyougethatway]

im obsessive and i love too hard

[aellyart]

Bladelands

[apple9pie]

see l'm loving that you brought up guts because oh my god. yes talk to me about guts!! like there was something so visceral about listening to guts like idk something about it carried pain in a way that was different from sour and I really liked it? and omfg "pretty isn't pretty"

there is like. one specific part of that song that drives me insane because of how she sings it though and it's the kind of rushed frantic feeling of the 'I try to ignore it but it's everything I see up to the 'it's in my phone, it's in my head, it's in the boys I bring to bed, all around, it's all the time, I don't know why l even try' like that whole section is the kind of frustrated panic of trying to run away from something you can't physically outrun so you try to do it mentally but there's so much of YOU in there too. like you are stuck with you and you just can't escape that except the problem is the root of your insecurities is also you. just. the mental image of pulling your hair in helplessness.

I think obsessed was funnnn!! I loved it also something so homoerotic about that song like in a very 2000s ‘is it gay to be extremely fixated on this woman to the point of obsession where the line between love hate jealousy and admiration is just blending in together’ I can’t even describe it. it’s also a just a bop.

making the bed, lacy and the grudge were emotionally destructive I fear except lacy also changed lives so. like making the bed was just way too painfully relatable I don’t even know what to quote just the whole thing and how it sounds both resigned and trapped. bitter and self-aware of the self-destruction that lead to the feeling/situation. lacy was gorgeous. it felt both sweet and a little poisonous in a ‘do I want to kill you or kiss you or be you or just watch you forever’ way like. devastating stuff right there. and the grudge felt very much a late night when the hurt is fresh and simultaneously notes app vent.

(as you can see I’ve taken up answering that ask in pieces because in my head it feels easier than to reblog somehow? maybe i’ll do that with the thing you reblogged off my blog as well hehe also btw about the other ask you sent about the poetry it mightttt take me a while sooo just a heads up!)

I KNOW RIGHT. absolutely fucking agree on how pretty isn't pretty (specifically, that one verse) feels like trying to fun away from something that is far too much a part of you to be able to ever escape. the song reflects that so well, i love it

HHAHAHAAH WHEN I FIRST HEARD THAT FIRST LINE "if i told you how much i think about her you'd think i was in love", IMMEDIATELY I LOCKED IN. IMMEDIATELY. i loved 'lacy' in the first listen for that slight sapphic undertone (even tho ive seen later that its based on poem she wrote for class and most likely is metaphorical) as well.

1000% agree on what u said about making the bed and the grudge. also that ending on 'teenage dream', pt. 2 of 'devastating stuff right there'. absolutely insane

YESS, I LIKE THIS STYLE OF US TALKING BETTER THAN THE MASTERDOC REBLOG AS WELL, ITS WAY EASIER. ILL TRY TO DO IT THIS WAY TOO (ALSO OFC TAKE UR TIME ON THE POETRY)