Oct 16, 2020
I swear on god my anxiety makes me stupid sometimes. I could be walking down the street and my anxiety will go ‘what if we’re walking weird’ and BAM. My body instantly forgets how walking works.
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I swear on god my anxiety makes me stupid sometimes. I could be walking down the street and my anxiety will go ‘what if we’re walking weird’ and BAM. My body instantly forgets how walking works.
Weirdest thing about growing up without parents and desperately trying to find parental figures through your childhood (and it’s like a puzzle piece trying to fit into other people’s puzzles) is when you find one when you’re not a kid anymore, at 18 or 19 or 20 or 25 or older. It feels too late in a lot of ways but you’ll yearn and want anyways. You’ll want so greatly but you’ll also just grin through it like it’s an inside joke instead of admitting it. Because it’s funny and ironic, isn’t it? To find what you’ve wanted all your life when you don’t need it anymore.
Sorry I've been inactive I've been hooked on tiktok and writing fanfic. I'm back for now though!
So does anyone wanna trade tiktok @s or snapchats bc I’m bored and none of my friends interact with me 😅 honestly even DMs here would be better than nothing
God I really wanna do a cosplay but I don't have the skintone for most of the characters I wanna cosplay which makes me feel Big Sad
“Why is vulnerability scary?”
Y’all this is why my class makes me nervous like sir can you
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