EVERYTHING makes me feel rejected/abandoned. im not meant for this world.

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EVERYTHING makes me feel rejected/abandoned. im not meant for this world.
Generalised anxiety disorder is a fucking wild ride like.
Oh? Something you've wanted your entire life is finally happening?
ANXIETY AND FEAR! EXTREME WORRY! SECOND GUESSING CONSTANTLY!!!! THIS IS THE WORST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN!!!! SABOTAGE IT!!!!!!
Just a general anxiety that I have.
what “feeling better” can look like after using a coping technique:
beng able to get up and walk around safely
thinking/talking more clearly and lessening of brain fog
a willingness to re-engage with a situation/emotion (even with some reluctance)
ability to do a task you did not want to/could not do before
being able to plan and problem solve (even if you still don’t know what to do)
improved concentration/focus
more understanding of a situation
calmer and slower thoughts (rather than scattered thoughts/rumination)
slower heartbeat and breathing
faster heartbeat, if doing exercise, and momentum that gives you a chance to do a task before you sit down again
being able to sleep easier
an ability to look at the big picture and not get lost in the details
feeling that you can “manage”
ability to control outbursts/destructive behaviour or pause before acting
managing to stop crying
I think people tend to assume their mood is what will improve after trying coping techniques, however, your mood is not the full extent of your mental health, and it doesn’t totally define whether or not a technique has helped you. When disorders cause symptoms like chronic emptiness and low mood, it’s worthwhile to pay attention to your body and your abilities to look for signs of improvement, which can then have an affect on your mood in the long term.
constantly walking on eggshells
Did I Trauma Dump or Provide Context on Myself: A Daily Debate
every person with ptsd should be allowed to kill at least one person who fucked them up per year. it would improve my mental health