#hitomi posts

[hitomi-kanzaki]

I just want to say if your name is or was Jesse and you roleplayed Dilandau with me as Van Fanel. I just want to say that the Valentine’s Day letters/drawings we exchanged those many years ago still makes me laugh LOL I was just watching the video of my reaction opening your letter and I have missed it. I’m kinda embarrassed to post it here now, this was like 12 years ago according to YouTube. If it’s you I’ll send a link!

But anyway if you’re still out there thank you. I don’t remember your username but you drew me this

I hope all is well for you.

Also as an aside, I’ll try to come back here more. I miss talking fandoms on tumblr.

[hitomi-kanzaki]

For any friends following me on here after twitter’s downfall, first of all hiiiii and second sorry if some of the posts here are cringe a lot of it is old lol

[hitomi-kanzaki]

Last year, I purged a great many things. So much so I refer to this time as The Great Purge of 2016.

I gave away many things including expensive anime figures to mundane things like incense. All because it reminded me of a life I thought I could never have again for such and such reasons. I donated many of my clothing because they felt like dead girl clothes. 

Now a year later, I’m purchasing an incense holder and some incense. It feels liberating, having something they never touched and all mine. I can’t wait to smell incense in my room again. :)

[hitomi-kanzaki]

Sometime soon, I am going to rewatch the Utena movie. Its hard for me to watch because it is so beautiful and very nostalgic. Do you ever feel that way? That the nostalgia of something can be too much?

[hitomi-kanzaki]

I feel empowered knowing I've truly reached the point I don't need anyone. I can see friends, have some laughs, have deep conversations and still not need anyone. I will appease no one. I no longer bend my will for anyone. My self worth will not be at the mercy of such flimsy hands.

[hitomi-kanzaki]

Love my Totoro mug 💚🌱🌳🍃💚

[hitomi-kanzaki]

Drowsy, sleep deprived me bought two things on ebay recently at like 6am... A Lodoss laserdisc with Pirotess on the sleeve to compliment my Deedlit laserdisc. And the Lodoss Anam artbook. It was $35 as opposed to fucking $200 on ebay. Wanted the artbook for years! The art of my header image and icon can be found in the book, just to give an idea. :) I wish more anime was drawn like Record of Lodoss War, among many other things but oh well. Should mention why I've been sleep deprived. I've been sick with something for two weeks. Painful sinus pressure and even lost some hearing. First I was given two antibiotics, but to no avail. A week later, I was given two antibiotics and medicine for my cough. I take like 6+ pills a day. And I'm 100% certain it's messing with my sleep. :/

[hitomi-kanzaki]

moonfaeriejen-->gwenhwyfahr

changed my name again sowwy