#hlo

[bb-balderdash]

when your prosecutie didnt believe you abput not being the phantom

[aeragorn]

What is going on

[unrequited-words]

Everything fell into my lap last night... He isn't working, and I'm supporting 5 others on a income of part time

I came home from a long day, and immediately took a shot of vodka

I went out on the patio, and smoked until I felt nothing for a second. Shitty way to cope, but everything came crashing down last night

I have to check in on his boss, to let him know how stable he is for now.

It's ironic how similar we are, and how we cope. It sucks he has to deal with M for the rest of his life... Unless, I'm the replacement. He has said it to me many times, and I don't want to replace her, but Z and H deserve a mother who is there, sober, attentive and so very loving. Z deserves a mama who she won't resent, and H deserves a mama who will move mountains to get the respite care he needs.

If I disappear for a while, I'll be back. Everything is up on the air, and I could run... But, that's a cowards way of dealing with it. I never thought my life would change in an instant. Literally, a year ago I was on my last day of my internship, and 3 months later my mom dies

Life changes on a dime

For a long time... I was thinking where do we stand and I got my answer last night. It's just I'm basically drowning. How many bad times, mental breakdowns, suicide attempts do I have to go through to wonder if I leave am i weak? Through sickness and health... Those vows were broken the minute he cheated on me on our honeymoon. I still stayed, and thought... It's a bad patch, it'll be okay... Push through it...

I get a text from Z asking would you want to be piss poor with N or me if things go south...

A lot of things are happening... Mostly good, a LOT of bad, and I'm having a good day. I took my meds, somehow had enough sleep, and I have a short shift today

I'm sure it'll work itself out, but damn... Was I right when I said 34 is life changing

Damn

[echoedsparks]

sam i’m ultra late but pls do ur fave toddler a solid and do 29, 30, and 38 for the handwriting asks 💝💕💖💞💕💗

send me handwriting asks ✍🏼

[spacecommas]

“i love everyone and piss” - tumblr user spacecommas, 2019

i said what i said!!!!!

[malaak]

I.,... I’m in love with you

ksjdjdjshdjsjsksk grace ,,,, I love you !!!!!!!!!!

[stylesstagram]

what do you think of this drama?

Tbh I’m not really sure why there’s so much drama. Louis was very real and forthcoming about everything but none of what he said was that surprising. Also, he showed no ill will toward any of the boys in the article, like not even Zayn, he praised all of them so I don’t get why so much hate is being spread? If you read the whole article there isn’t one instance where it seems like he’s bashing any of them or is bitter about their success or anything. He just says how he knows he’s always been sort of last on the list when it comes to vocals, expectations, etc. and how there isn’t going to be as many people wanting to work with him as opposed to Louis from One Direction™ or as opposed to Harry who he knows just has that x factor (no pun intended). Like when he said Harry won’t struggle like he will to get superstar writers in the studio with him he wasn’t being bitter, he was just stating his honest opinion. So when the hiatus was suggested, he said he wasn’t so keen on the idea and was scared but also like he says in the article, he wouldn’t have even thought about going solo this time last year, but things have changed so much since then and he gets it now, and he likes doing his own thing and proving to neigh sayers and more importantly himself, that he’s capable of being successful as a solo artist.

[hlo-world-blog]

I’ll fight for net neutrality by the skin of my teeth if I must.

I am a friend to those who protect, but an enemy to those who seek to destroy.

You Won’t Censor Me.