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01.23.26

5 months since I've updated and things are much better. Another pay raise. Still employed. My kid is in kindergarten. I turned 40 last fall. I'm still tired, but what else is new, lol.

I'm just thankful I am employed, my kid is happy, and I'm happy. So, there is that.

theboyonthehighcastle

If you kill a person who loves saying the truth, then you are a problem!

There’s absolutely nothing wrong being a conservative!

RIP Mr Charlie, rest assured your words will never be in vain.

9/13/2025: Life.

I took off Tumblr off my phone back in May. People (followers) don't check on me which is fine because I don't give a fuck because most people don't follow me on SM. IDK why I am blogging again. What has happened in the last week makes me SO. SAD.

UPDATES:

Work is awesome

They (work) has saved us

i can't think of the word, but I got a pay raise

Economy is so so

mid year - things are MUCH better

People who love and care about me checked in.

We'll be getting guns soon to protect us. Take that as you will. I don't care to debate. I am just tired over all.

IDK, Why I am writing this. I should just personally, delete all of tumblr.

1 month, I'll be 40. soon.

I love my family.

Praying for everybody.

God, bless & EXPECIALLY CHARLES. JAMES. KIRK & Erika Kirk and their entire family.

Sad. :(

#conservatives #charlie kirk #sad

5/4/25

7 months since I've posted. I posted on my other account and stopped. I needed a break from everything. Nothing changed. I still work full-time, baby A will be headed to Kinder this fall. We'll be 50 and 40 this summer and fall.

I'm not sure why I'm writing here. Depression sucks.

10/7/24

7:46 p.m.

5 days until I'm 39. Two more days of work and a day kind of off. Depo shit this Thursday. Groceries, and I'll make my cake.

Another year older, and none the wiser.

#personal #mine #s

9/26/24

12:48 a.m.

I'm currently boiling chicken thighs to shred them for what I Hope to make green Chile enchiladas for my SIL. I want to make Spanish rice for her for Friday. She texted me asking if I'm coming for dinner, and of course I am being extra. It'll be probably frozen for whatever we need here for dinners later this week.

I have been sleeping HORRIBLE. I still can't let anything go. My anxiety is at a all time high. No I durance until November and I hope I can see a doctor a overview... How I feel, what meds I'll need etc. the same for A. She needs all her boosters to get ready for kinder.

Dad, and A are sleeping and I am cooking to forget how truly terrible I feel. It's the depression but I always feel like a POS even though I know I'm not.

It's sad when I think an uninterrupted nap is a vacation. I get paid later tonight and that goes to rent. All other bills are paid, and I hope to get extra hours for extra pay. Already gave Zod 1K for Christmas and half is going to get the car finally fucking registered later today.... We will see low results for me personally.

I put the spare in the car. I've spent 1k plus on fucking cat repairs. I need to find a costume for A as Halloween is approaching.

Thank fuck it's a Thursday my day off. Work as an event, on Wed and I'm like do I really want to drive down there and see one person as I work from home. 85% is like nope but 15% is like you need to go out even if you're a fat fuck

Decision, decisions 🧐

12:56 am

I truly need a vacation by myself for 25 hours. I'm so burnt out

#personal #mine #s

9/25/24

I guess I can just check in once a month as that's the trend. I'm too tired to write. I'll edit later, lol?

#personal #mine #s

I think of I was shopping at the grocery alone, I would pick up unnecessary items. I haven't had that chance with no husband/partner/baby daddy whatever and kid.

I have these GRAND ideas and when I'm at the grocery store I'm like ... Well shit wtf do I pick

My tooth broke, and I've had to file down how 'pointy' it is with the help of Zod

PSA: IF you decided on bariatric surgery look into tooth loss

MY DUDES!!!!

This fucking sucks. Only Monday, and I'm many beers in for the tooth pain

NEAT 🤣🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄