May 6, 2020
It's 5:30AM and the Guardian OST Disorderly Heart Melodies have been playing repeatedly in my head for an hour so I couldn't go back to sleep lmao help QuQ
#镇魂 guardian#ori rambles#I woke up for sehri/suhur and then couldn't go back to sleep#and I was got so sad thinking about Shen Wei and his lollipop wrapper pendant#but then I realized the name of the OST is a reference to Shen Wei's little poem from the novel#And I got even sadder#Because now my heart aches for both novel Shen Wei and drama Shen Wei#Hnnng...!