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I'm baaaaack! I've been in my new place for some time now. My family doesn't have any idea where I am so far. The move was extremely hard on me but I'm glad I did it. Now my hairs and I can start real living. Oh this place was much more roomier when I first moved in but the hoard took care of that! Hahahaha! I've been in a much better mood lately. Let's see if it stays that way.
Boarded up the windows today!
Whew! It was tiresome work but I finally boarded up the windows..from the inside! My hoard is now safe and sound. Man the apt complex would freak if they aww this. Oh well they can fuck off! It is my duty to prepare for the worst! Pluuuusss it also helps beat the heat of the summer by keeping the sun out! It's also awesome to pin blankets over the boards, blocking out all the sun through the cracks. With my lamp by my side this place is awfully cozy. Speaking of the lamp I did have to stand on my bedside table to get a board nailed in just right and oops! The table broke! Luckily I only bruised my arm but for now this filled garbage bag will be my bedside table. And yes that fact is meant to make you jealous of my hoard and no the broken table isn't going in the trash. My fucking hoard is becoming quite tremendous and I'm sooo proud of it. From its humble start in my small room in my parent's house to the behemoth in my own apt that it has become. My vacation is coming up too! It sounds like my staycation is gonna be grand!
Oh Geez.....
Sorry I haven't been afk for a day or two. It's not like anyone reads this anyway lol. It's been crazy to say the least. I always check behind me when I'm out. Always looking for my brother. It fucking sucks that I have to. I worry when I go to work my brother is attempting to break in and I am unfortunate to not be there. My family calls all the time. Fuck them. I can't believe my family is setting up my brother in the same apt complex to "watch over" me. It's so fucking messed up. It basically means he'll be waiting for the appropriate time to grab all of my hoard. I can't let that happen! The hoarderkin must keep his environment in check. :) I may be getting more locks on the door. If I think he's about to "pounce" I may have to miss some work. But I think I'll get through it. I'll preserver as the crafty hoarder usually does. :P.
Sorry didn't post here more yesterday. Work was just really hard. Having dinner tonight at my parents...hope it goes well. They say they want to just see me and be civil. Hopefully it stays that way or isn't a trick. Will post what happens after the dinner. At this point my hoard is more important than family. They are going to have to realize this eventually. Ok like I said I will post the dinner results when I get back. The couch pile is calling my name and then it's off to work.
Was wondering about things while laying in my bed last night. Why is it so hard for people to accept me? Like really. Hoarding is a part of me and you can't just try and separate me and my stuff. Oh well maybe it's because hoarders are just more accepting than others. To all of you who try and change me.....get your own hoard. :P
Hoarder Fact #1
Hoarders are actually very clean people. We take showers everyday just like everyone else. So anyone who calls me smelly can fuck off
Good day off.
I'm relaxing on the very crowded couch atm haha! I bet my family would be shocked at that. Screw that. I love laying on the pile and hearing the crinkle of many different materials beneath me. Days like this I wish my apt was the only thing that existed.
Almost off of work.
Geez the day has gone by slow. Hope there isn't anyone waiting for me at my apt tonight. I don't think I have the energy to do it all over again. Just keep telling myself I'm going to get through this...
