Oct 8, 2024
How to stop losing confidence in my long term projects... please....
#hogh..#trying. to pick up the 40 convo comic again.#got really in my head about it last night like. is this my legacy... my life's work...#then deciding well if i'm gonna die (i. do not think i'll die.) then i NEED to finish this comic first.#THIS is my legacy... my life's work...........#listen. not all of us are meant for greatness or even normalcy.#but idk i feel like i've made an impact... on a very small scale... i never really set out to do that#esp bc my work is entirely self-serving lmfao. but.#idk i just. don't even really know what i'm on about i just want to finish this comic bc it means a lot to me#and it's really incredible that like. my niche stuff can resonate w people. that's crazy...#but. i have. The Obstacle. of every time i go back to it i just feel like it's not good enough????#adjacently you see w sharena week i had several pieces i wasn't fully satisfied w but i just kinda had to roll w it anyway#due to time limits and wanting to contribute no matter what. i had my doubts and second guesses#but i kind of forced myself to go through w it anyway. and i do think it was worth it.#here. idk i'm just dragging my feet and doubting myself and getting in my head about it.#does anybody wanna save me. idk how but can anyone save me
