#holicia

[zimms]

[fffuckthelaxbros]

[utapologist]

It wasn’t love, I don’t think. No - I was just one of her favorite toys. And we both knew that. What we had was a bona fide night escapade that dissolved into nothing when the sun came out. We would have never worked out in the long run, I can say that for sure. She needed more help than I could give her, but…that was never my purpose. She never came to me with the intention to be helped by me. I was her escape. And she was mine. A part of me misses her every day - misses the kind of forbidden air she always had. In the end, when all is said and done, she was a fun person to be around. But another part of me also knows that in order for her to really be okay, she can’t be near me. So I can only hope that she’s found peace, wherever she is.

Holden on Alicia