#holli rambles

[yslharryvanslouis]

Yall I’m going to see Yungblud on Monday! I just won tickets!

[shutyour-quiznak-01]

Guys guys guys guys

I just came up with a philosophy lol, and wanted to share cause I thought you guys might like it too :)

So we all have bad days right? We all have emotions that can get pretty heavy sometimes, and we don’t know why.

Well, it might help to think of it like this. Just like the weather changes, so does our emotions. Some days it's cloudy, some days it's bright, and some days it's foggy, stormy, snowy maybe, and etc.

But most of the time, the weather pattern that we receive the most is rain. So just like when it rains, we've gotta pull out our umbrellas right?

In an emotional sense, maybe our umbrellas could be things that make us happy, things we're grateful for, prayer, things we're looking forward to, just stuff like that.

And maybe, when the rain starts to pour again, we could pull out our umbrellas and rely on it to shield us from the rain.

For example, my umbrella is made out of my family and friends, playing my guitar, my favorite artists/bands, the ships that I ship such as klance or solangelo, my dreams and aspirations for the future, just things like that.

So when you start to feel down, maybe pull your umbrella out, and think of all the things it’s made of and allow it to shield you from the rain.

Because again, honestly, everyone has bad days and stormy weather sometimes. We all have days where we don’t know what the weather is going to be like in our minds. So maybe if we learned to try and look back on the things that make us happy and that we’re looking forward to, such as our passions or desires or dreams or anything like that, we can learn to better shelter ourselves from these unpredictable weather patterns.

So perhaps you might wanna try to create an umbrella of your own sometime. Maybe draw a little umbrella and list all the things it’s made out of underneath it and carry it in your pocket, make a list on your phone, or just keep it in your mind. No matter how you make your umbrella, just know that from now on that umbrella is there to help shield you from all the difficult and unpredictable weather patterns that we face in our minds with our emotions, and that clear skies are always ahead of us. 

[yslharryvanslouis]

Yall were so close to Louis and Harry being together in this life longer than they were apart…in July we’ll hit that mark for Harry and then 2 years later we’ll hit it for Louis and I just am so fucking emo and so happy they found each other so early in life

[yslharryvanslouis]

Bluegreening for my date! Also hi this might be a face reveal? Lol

[yslharryvanslouis]

Yall I just asked my dad to look through storage boxes I still have at his and mom’s house and fingers crossed he finds some good 1D shit that I had…desperate for so much of my old merch lol

[yslharryvanslouis]

For someone who was on a date I feel like I stayed pretty in the loop for the show. Did we get “we” though? That’s like the only thing I don’t know

[yslharryvanslouis]

This album is so important. You can hear the healing journey Louis has been on and I’m so proud to be a Louie and get to experience this.

[yslharryvanslouis]

At the scene of the crime where I went full Dark Larrie on a co-worker back at the beginning of the Hoe stunt with said co-worker and now we’re Larrying together listening to my playlist lol