Jul 21, 2023
Fear of..what?
I don’t want to fear regret
Life feels like survival but this time I want to join in and fight along with it
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Fear of..what?
I don’t want to fear regret
Life feels like survival but this time I want to join in and fight along with it
Good Start
I have this unkind need to start things perfectly. Part of me feels bad about making the first post on here about my misery. But I guess that's just my truth at the moment. I shouldn't have to feel embarrassed about it. I don't need to make this neat. Nor organized. This is enough.
Anxiety
It's 4:03 in the morning, and my heart feels a million miles away. My thoughts are layered. I always feel like I'm rushing. The worst part is, I don't even know why I'm freaking out all the time. There is space to relax, but it never feels that way.