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Yearly crash out coming early this year ?!?!?!

Yesterday's trauma is today's fetish- or somethin like that..

Feel a little weird sometimes as someone who doesn't like and wouldn't recommend therapy to anyone while seeing others recommend it as well as having ppl in my life be like "are you still in therapy" "why would you stop going to therapy" "have you gotten a new therapist yet?"

Like I will not, be getting another one. I dont intend to go into therapy again

I haven't had the greatest experience w it and have effectively been forced into some form of counseling since I was 7, starting because I grew up being forced to go between my mom and bio dad's homes and my bio dad was abusive and neglectful so as a child I attempted to express my negative emotions towards him through what I knew (aka childish scribble drawings)

Therapy has never really been helpful for me and neither has other forms of counseling, its always just been this loop of "im a mandated reporter i have to report this can you tell me [info needed for whatever form]" met with a "yeah this has been reported multiple times, I figured you say that, nothings come from it though" from me.

Following that! Now that I am radqueer and comfortable in my identity as a paraphile, as plural, and not ableist to others, 2 of the past 3 therapists have ghosted me themselves and then I had to drop my most recent one because I missed 3 appts over the course of 5 months or so and she said I wasn't consistent enough and my family wasn't "supportive enough" for her to give me a letter of recommendation for HRT. As well as her overall being ?? about my psys having BPD and me not agreeing with her that our relationship "sounds hard to deal with".

Idk, overall I'm not gonna say that therapy is completely awful and no one should do it, but I am not gonna be the one to recommend it.

It's never really been about helping me, in the end its always about making me socially acceptable.

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Atr I'm gonna start abusing analgesics again

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Am a mutual polycule type instead of a everyone has individual partners without interaction type apparently..

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Pookie went to bed so now there is no one to give us attention and it's like we need it to feel okay

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Can I rip out your guts, can I rip out your guts please, can I rip them out, will you let me rip them out, will you like it, can I wrap your intestines around my hands, can I grind on your leg while I press my face against your dead body, can i, can I get off while I feel your body grow colder and colder, can I drag you back from the dead and do it again

Can I hurt you