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who is your spiderman halloween costume bias?

“can i choose myself? i think i was pretty original. just ignore the broccoli head’s opinion. a’ite, a’ite i guess yixing and chanyeol were pretty good too. chanyeol poked me with one of the spider legs though. that shit’s a little creepy.”

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if your gf broke up with you after everything, would it still be worth it?

“i can’t say i haven’t asked myself that already... because i have.” a part of him still wonders if she should break up with him. another part of him denies that it’s a possibility; he doesn’t want it to be but he would understand if she did. that’s what kills him the most: that he would understand if she decided to break up and that he’d have to let her go with a smile, a “don’t worry about me” because he’s given her too much to be concerned with when she’s more than busy enough.

“truth be told... if i felt like i was burdening mijoo... i’d tell her to do what she needs to do. maybe even go home and go back to uni? tell her it’s been an honor to love her and that she doesn’t have to worry about me. i’m gonna always do me, she’s gonna always do her. that doesn’t have to mean she isn’t worth it. i didn’t do it so we could stay together. it wasn’t my first concern when they asked me to give a name. i made that choice so she could continue living her dream. i’m the one that’s not worth ruining her dream.”

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qri or debut. which would you pick?

“You mean Olivia, yeah?” He reverts back to her English name, to the name he met her with, like it’s a defense mechanism and it feels like one as he scratches at the nape of his neck. His chest feels tight and his shirt collar feels even tighter. Tugging at it does nothing to soothe the ache of his heart at the implication that he has to choose. The truth is he might have to choose one day. “Here’s the thing. I’m not tryna say my career means nothing to me but being an idol… Lately I’ve been wondering if that’s right with me. The more the guys go into filming and editing, the more I wonder why I’m not out there with ‘em. But if my debut relied on me letting go of Jihyun, I’d choose her and I wouldn’t want her to feel burdened because I’m gonna still do me. I’ma always do me. She knows that and I trust that she’ll trust my decision if it came down to something like that. On the other hand… If Jihyun had to choose, I want her to choose debut. It’s her dream. Since I met her, I knew she was a drifter. You couldn’t keep her still for long but here she is, living in Seoul for the longest I’ve seen her stay in a city and she works so fucking hard I’d be damned, shot to hell and back, if she didn’t make it on that stage because she belongs there. She’s got a voice like an angel and I know this because she’s an angel to me. I’d choose Jihyun. I feel like I have always chosen her. I hope it don’t sound like I’m dependent on her because I’m not. We have our separate things going on but at the end of the day, I come home to her. Not being able to do that hurts more than not being able to debut as an idol. I’ll make my mark another way.”

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If Nova were to ever host their version of "The Hunger Games" who would you want to be paired up with and why?

“Ricky. I don’t have a special reason for it but that I’d wanna look out for him. I dunno if he feels the same way ‘bout me but I hope he does. We’re co-workers but we’re friends too, right? I’d trust him a lot. Not gonna lie, I’d choose Hyuna but if I survived, I don’t know how to explain that to a few people, that I was left alone in a dystopian like society with her.”

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what are the most used apps on your phone?

“i’ve got a few photo and video editing apps... beyond that, twitter, instagram, snapchat. that’s the usual for most people, yeah? hold on, i’m tryin’ think of something different... oh, discord! my friend’s got me playin’ more overwatch with him since i have the time.” he chuckles, raising his brows. “got any games to recommend? i haven’t started any new ones in a long time.”

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you are now techincally unemployed, with your stagnant schedule and cheri's busy one. do you think you will be lonely? if so, what woudl you do if that loneliness makes you petty, jealous or envious of what cheri has? because you were the one caught and not her?

“well, damn. no punches held back here, huh? i mean, yeah... didn’t think about it that way but i am unemployed. or was.” he’s not the type to stay jobless for long, not when he likes to run around the way he does. it just took him longer to get back on his feet this time, to agree to a new type of schedule when he was ready to rest for a few months the way he did after leaving nova— more like, pretended to, if you ask mijoo. she’s one of the only ones who knows how busy he kept himself then. to stay sane, he oughta’ do the same now.

“i don’t know what i would do if it made me petty, jealous, or envious... but that’s mostly ‘cause i can’t see myself as that type of person. i’m proud of her, of her career and how luxe is doing. about being caught... that was my own damn fault,” and that last sentence might be the most bitter one he’s spoken in the last few weeks for reasons. “i’m glad it was me and not her. i’ll say that as long as i live if i have to. i’d rather not, ‘cause you know, gotta make a living and all that but if anyone is gonna keep going on as an idol, it’s her. she’s meant to be one. me? i don’t know if i’m meant to be anything.”

it comes out more hesitant than he intends and he’s pausing after, wetting his lips as he tries laughing it off, head tilting to the side. “as for loneliness? we were apart already. whether i’m an idol, whether it’s only her, but especially when it’s both of us. that comes with this life. i’m not gonna give her reasons to worry about me getting lonely now as if i didn’t know this is how it is. i feel bad when people aren’t used to it. i saw it happen with a friend of mine. it sucks but... understanding each other is key.”

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what is your pokemon dream team?

“oh, how i’ve been waiting for this question. wouldn’t be right if i didn’t chose some fighting pokemon and ‘course i gotta bring in a blaziken in honor of joey. sandslash because, gotta go down under.” he laughs, shaking his head. “kangaskhan is obvious enough though, right? i’m telling ya guys, don’t mess with kangaroos. i know, i know, not a very balanced team but it’s a dream team, right? realism’s got nothing to do with it, they’re pokemon.”